bOoM..
wa.. i read your blog larz.. n its like so so true.. hah.. i will have to agree with u that the people r really selfish larx.. they r fishmongers mannz.. then again.. we r in a big big world.. n we r just so so small.. sighs..~~ hope u r doin fine there lo.. :)
had my first tut today.. ecONS!!
oh.. so funnny mannz.. hai yoz.. also dunnoe what i say wrongly or what.. the prof kept on laughing lar.. hmm.. what did i say that tickeled u that much?.. it was a little boring.. coz there was little interaction with anyone n everyone.. luckily i have bing xiu n chermaine with me.. otherwise i'll be so lonely.. thank god there were u two.. kekz.. then had lunch together.. meeting ruting n ker ching.. oo..OO.. so qiao.. haha.. im glad that at the very least.. i know of some ppl lar.. so sad.. then i apparently seems like i will only have five tutorials for econs for this sem.. according to bing xiu.. since its a odd week thingy.. so sad.. then there will be like close to no frewn to make larx.. since.. everyone is supposed to listen attentively in class.. and to contribute.. for that dunnoe how many percent.. well done mannz.. like he said.. its best if one joins pre- camps.. otherwise.. its like u will seriously not know ppl lar.. what a sad thing to hear.. no integration.. unless.. there r projects.. however.. for econs think dun have lo.. haiz..
oo.. so cool man.. my prof is my tutorial teacher too.. haha.. then he very farnie de lar... sometimes also dunnoe he laugh for what.. hai yoz.. but its a good thing to be happy.. keep it up prof.. haha.. i must agree that there loads of readings to do.. n its really really alot.. loads to absord.. though there r just five subjects in which u get in to contact for like twelf weeks after which u say bye bye to them.. there is alot to read up.. n it takes alot of time.. coz the concepts r.. really kinda hard to graps.. alamak.. how sia.. haha.. how i wish there was such a thing as to burn the book.. drink it.. n ta da.. everything goes into the tiny brain.. expanding.. day by day.. n probably.. some day.. BooM.. it will exPLodE!! pOOf!!
tml will be having the biz mod.. where is my grp.. i really hope thAT everything will go on well.. lolz.. we haven even exchange our nos yet lar.. lolx... three hours.. time really flies.. its been three weeks into skl le.. n counting down.. less than three weeks to mid term exam.. less than ten weeks to final term exam.. n there comes christmas once again.. then another year.. just like what the great sociologist says.. men have taken ''time'' into their world.. it becomes so natural.. as if it is an inborn thing.. if there were no such thing as TIME.. we woulden know when we will have our exams.. when will be our long awaited holidays.. time will wait for no one.. so.. is it a good thing??
oh yay...n cher cher is having fun in hong kong now huh.. so cool.. see larx.. never bring me along.. anyway.. i hope that u r having a great time there lo.. ") wink wink**
n im goin to meet those peeps..this fri.. kekz.. looking forward to the great food.. n a great night.. wonder.. who is comin.. hope that u ppl are doin fine.. n r happy there.. sMilEz..
two weeks into skl.. n i have done like two tutorials.. n many many more to come.. haha.. well done mannz.. as long as i hand in.. i will get the marks.. is that it? haha.. wow.. thats easy mannz... kekz.. hmm thats for sure for my southeast asian module larx.. haha.. at least that was an assurance from one of the tutors though.. ") smilez.. have to do this project for my biz mod.. but its like no one is taking the initiative to do anything.. this is so horrible.. how how how? hmm.. then again.. im also not sure who are my group members.. this is really bad.. must go to skl next week to get their contacts n get down with work le.. its like one week once.. then we dun even get to see one another for the rest of the week le.. so.. who is gonna get things done? hai yoz.. :s
today had gone for the carnival.. that me bro had organised.. though it wasn't really something great.. but it was an awsome event for yet a young kid of seventeen or so.. wow.. four young kids had taken upon this project.. to share.. to give.. thats the sprirt! well done.. think chong zhong ni men xue xi le hen duo right.. CoOL... so xian mu larx.. got so many opportunities to fa hui.. lolx.. back then.. were there even such events? i doubt so lo.. also never heard of such thing.. really larx.. what happens along the way really matters.. if u do not set foot in the correct direction.. in years to come..u may come to realise that it isint very good..
i read upon this article.. that many atimes we have to make decisions.. sometimes the wrong ones.. sometimes the correct ones.. wanted to quote from there.. coz i really think that it really makes sense.. and sets one thinking.. but i dunnoe where is that article le.. sob sob.. when we make the wrong decisions.. we have to get back on our feet n continue to fight the battle.. often easier said than done.. right? ~sighs~ ponders.. wonders.. its also not a goos thing to think so much.. biSh* wait tou bao zha.. no good! haha.. better to put everything aside n have a good nights sleep.. snoreZ...
suppose to have two classes today.. but ended up only having one.. so what exactly is happening.. the other one dun wanna have le? like so long le larx.. n its like everytime.. something crops up? a concidence? i dun think so lei.. once, twice.. never mind.. but.. how many times le? i dun want to do it if the spirit is not right lo.. blame everyone except oneself if there r no results? dosen't even make sense!.. well that is what i think larx.. so im to be blamed? think about it larx!! dun wanna listen in class.. then come here with the wrong spirit.. feeling lazy.. lethargic.. wa.. like im not.. everyone has only twenty four hours a day.. n its up to one self to make good use of it lar! ok fine.. if im not up to date with the syllabus.. there r extras.. how am i supposed to know? im not studying there... furthermore.. not every skl has extras.. have then tell me larx.. see if i can come out with something to help.. dun even wanna say hao hao.. wa.. think im a super woman r.. bU ShuAnG@!@! i dun have any problems teaching the other kid larx.. y when it comes to this one.. like so many? i teach everything that is in the book for the other one.. then that time there were extras for her's she pointed it out.. n we worked it out together.. n now.. she is doin very well! so whats the problem? with the right spirit anything goes lar.. otherwise.. i got nothing to say.. somemore.. i had put in more effort for ur class ok.. i had lesson outlines.. everytime.. trying my best.. to follow what i had set out to do for that day.. in the end.. there may be some delays.. coz.. u all dun wanna put in more.. saying that u r tired n stuff.. oh well.. if that is what u all want..
dunnoe y.... u called for what.. so what if smth happens to u? what a qn to ask.. crazy! can't u just go away.. im doin fine.. dun have to come disturb me can.. wa lao.. so what if im angry with u? it dosen't matter.. does it? go away larx.. pEsT.....
wahah.. life here.. as i have mentioned.. is super SlAcK.. oh no.. but then have to read up on loads of stuff larx.. thats what i dun really like.. haha.. coz im lazy... im a lazy pig.. glad to hear that many r having fun in their new skl.. their new environment.. have seen many of my sec skl mates in skl too.. haha.. so qiao larx.. but onli had time for hi-byes.. haiz..
i'll leave here with a quote...
tRuE FrieNds R onEs That StaYs WitH U iN tImeS Of Need... n Not SaY Y BoTher??..
alamak.. also dunnoe what i doin.. sianZ..
also dunnoe whats the purpose of goin to skl like for that dunnoe how many hours larx.. hai yoz.. i so not xi guan sia.. sob sob.. is it just me or wat? ai yoz.. mugger?? erm... oh what ever..
think they goin k this thurs.. my free dae.. kekz.. oh.. finally.. some fun.. since i cannot make it to the bash.. haiz.. think i will miss loads.. but.. haiz.. i have other things on lol.. cannot be so irresponsible huh.. haha.. so.. hmm.. yea yea mannz.. am so looking forward..
kekz.. ")
oh yay.. n i managed to ballot for all my tutorial slots mannz.. im so so lucky.. kekz.. thks manz.. n i have ppl goin to the same tutorial.. well at least one.. eh.. for econs tutorials.. bing xiu n charmaine.. ooo.. so COOL mannz.. for the rest.. erm.. yet to find any.. anyway if i dun have.. like he said.. then i go there make frewns then come out of the room knowing everyone! so cool mannz.. haha.. OoO.. its not so hard making frewns lei.. haha.. i made one new frewn todae.. she is staying in hall.. takes econs too.. will be sitting with me like in future for econs lects? I GUESS.. haha.. her name is shi yun.. :)
aFRAiD..
ScArEd..
AlOne..
in this BiG bIg world..
haiz.. why am i feeling this way? whats got into me.. sob sob.. :(
people r happy going to skl.. having to meet new frewns.. having so much fun.. me? im still finding lar.. haha.. its quite boring if ya do not have anything to look forward to lo.. for eg.. something fun.. some gathering or of some sort?.. they r having a gathering this thurs.. to jia you for sophie n emileen.. coz they r in the pagent.. well done mannz.. but im not goin.. i have tution.. sorry worz.. wow.. it will be so cool if one of u won the crown mannz.. ho ho ho.. all the best worx..
think as of now.. it will be skl home.. skl home... then tution.. nothing else.. so boring mannz.. anyone wanna yue me out when im free?? haha.. then have yet to book my driving slots too.. so lazy.. lol.. im supposed to do it.. n pass the next time manzz.. so that is the only 'fun'thing that i can look forward to lol.. haha..
lalalalala.. gtg skl tml for econs lect.. read thru the notes le.. not too bad.. ive learnt like ninty percent of the stuff there le.. but then.. i cannot be complacent.. so i must concentrate on listening.. !! hey hey.. so i must work on my concentration powers le.. kekz.. ")
what Do I REALLY wAnt???
WhAt do i Really wAnt??
WhaT's mY purpose Of bEing TherE?
WhaT waS mY MotiVation of a Sudden ChangE?
WhO aM I??
So many answers that im looking for.. n once again.. i ask myself WHO AM I?? i don't knoe what im really doin larx.. but finally everything is sort of settled le..
I HAVE ONLY ONE CONCLUSION... THE PAST MATTERS..
where u came from, what u did, who u mingled with n the people u meet along the way.. everything matters.. one wrong step or move may render difficulties in further endevours..
haiz.. what really struck me was when u asked what was ur aim or main motivation for wanting to run for this post? why is there like a sudden change? from a not so active sport to one that is kinda physically demanding.. moreover, what qualities do u render that will make good the post that u r running for.. stunned.. pondered.. it seemed like im not prepared for like everything.. then she asked.. u sure that u can do it? r u prepared to make that kinda sacrifices? do u mind getting all dirty n stuff like that.. it just seemed so so wrong.. so i decided to back out..
call me a coward.. i think im not really ready..
when i msged her that i wanted to back out.. what she said was.. its ok.. so long as u dun regret ur decision..
many atimes, we have to make decisions.. for the better or for the worst.. that i don't know.. im probably not ready.. then again.. there is a baby step to everything.. if u dun try how would u noe? i really thought about it then i sent her that msg.. then i felt kinda relieved.. so i think i have made the right choice?? if not its like something lingering around in my mind n i can't be at peace! gosh.. okok.. think i will just concentrate on my studies n tution.. n not anything else?? will that be good?? then if there is time ill join them in the holidaes to some where lo?? cyclohunt?hmm.. that sounds good?? not yet the start so im not sure if im really that busy.. but i noe that there r gonna be quite a few assignments comin up..
biz project, sea fieldtrip, bio fieldtrip, n probably more to come..
probably i'll just tie myself round here n there when the time comes lo?? like next year's arts camp? i dunnoe..
u hope that u will be there to guide me n show me the way.. to be there to support me.. i just wanna be happy.. get to knoe more ppl.. broaden my social circle.. but there r just so many 'hi-bye' friends.. which of them r real? which of them r true? is it that hard to find any as u grow older? ive yet to know of any as of now..
life here..
omg.. shoulden life in the uni be fun.. exciting.. n .. what ever u can think of?
but the fact is that there isint much fun if u do not have much frewns around.. so.. the secret to having fun is to stay in the hostel, go for orientaTion camps.. join loads of activities to get to noe people.. otherwise.. if u have a break.. then it would be horrible.. coz then there will be no one to talk to .. in the lects.. there will be no one to talk to too.. so sian larx..
hai yo.. really sian mu those who can hi bye to ppl like everywhere they go larx.. it seems like they have frewns around the whole campus.. wow! HAI YOZ..bored bored.. still have two more hours to sociology lect... n im here stoning le.. using my own com.. sitting alone in the corner..
where is everyone larx... wahhaa.. lol..
anyway had og lunch today.. had i not met ker ching.. then ill probably be like alone for four whole hours larx.. sobsob.. lol.. then everyone has gone to lect.. some went back le.. leaving
me all alone here.. hmm.. probably i shall.. put one tutorial in.. if not i have to wait for another four hours omg for the next lect!!
today had south east asian studies lect.. oo.. the lecturer is so fun mannz.. crack some dunnoe what stupid jokes.. but who cares.. as long as ppl.. its not stupid! lolx.. thats my theory though.. haha.. im so looking forward to the tutorials comin up so that at least in the lects i won be alone?? HMM.. waiting waiting.. waiting.. then again.. will life be fun or boring ahead? will this journey be a fun one?? i really do not hope for the latter.. haha.. till then..
im signing off le..
today had the first official lecture in LT11 on.. econs.. think the module that im taking is called.. introductory to economic analysis..
it seems that all that he is talking about n has said was done in the jc le.. so it like a repeat or some sort.. ai yo.. still.. i must concentrate n listen larx.. wa lao.. think im so naughty larx.. thinking of stoning.. n thinking of the unncessary.. OEI!! MAGDE!! wake up.. dun sleep, day dream or stone in the lecture larx.. u naughty girl.. CONCENTRATE.. so as to do well.. so as to get the honours.. ok? promise? is that a promoise to myself? then again.. think about it larx.. i have not touch any books like that past six months lei.. n for the guys?? the past two years?? so first lect.. cannot blame lar.. hor? but i must promise myself cannot do it again le worx.. must concentrate.. n LISTEN!! kk.. good girl..
boring day.. then had to wait for lui yi to gif me the econs flowchart.. which i apparently had not copied.. coz i was not at the lect last fri.. coz i had driving.. thks gal.. for helping me take notes yay.. kekz.. muaks.. then oh yay.. thks for introin this asian scholar to me larx.. haha.. then we will have frewn for at least one lect le.. haha.. kekz.. cool cool.. then i kinda explored like the whole skl le larx.. haha.. nothing better to do.. went to the business skl to explore.. their canteen.. n of course.. my class.. in case.. i get lost tml.. then dun wanna diu lian ma.. first day late for class? dosen't make sense afterall.. haha.. then also went to explore the science faculty.. n i really walked from one end to the other larx.. the canteen was the at the other end? hai yo.. really had a 'GOOD EXERCISE' todae sia.. haha
tml im gonna have a ss mod.. on employee mgmt in singapore.. i hope that the ppl there r nice.. the lecturer nice.. n then i can make many many frewns.. kekz.. haha.. looking forward for the first ss lesson tml.. kekz.. :)
the five days had came n gone..
i did not attain that something.. also dunnoe what i had done.. just knoe that i did not get myself that present.. wahhaa.. sob sob.. never mind.. i'll try again.. like on the twenty seventh of october.. they say that that is the earliest date that they can give.. so.. ok lol.. here i come... meantime.. think i'll not be goin there to drive.. so that i won waste too much money? will resume driving when its nearer that date lol.. wahhaa.. so sad larx.. fell into depression.. haha.. 'oops' .. y is it so so hard to get it? ok then again.. its my first attempt ok.. haha.. but so what? no excuse.. hai yoz.. haha.. see larx.. im talking nonsense once again.. n im having so much fun talking to myself.. lallalalal.. haha..
strike curb.. 10pts..
fail to check blindspot.. 4pts..
fail to give way.. 8 pts..
fail to confirm safety.. 4pts..
road hogging.. oops.. i forgot to keep to the left lane.. 6pts..
change lane arubtly.. 4pts..
sharp turn.. 2pts..
sob sob.. n so i have to retake..
putting that aside.. lets talk about some happy memoies..
chong han says 'it only happens once in a lifetime.. n we must treasure the friendship that we have made during this time..'
xiao fen says 'room room is the best n we r the best.. u all have created many wonderful memories..'
yest was the end of o-week.. many cheers learnt.. many ppl met..
we won the best OG of the Rolling family.. lalala..
all the screaming n shouting has ended.. many bonds created.. with that.. skl is starting.. n i hope that many new experience ahead will bring even more happy memories to myself.. :)
special thanks to the house ic.. chong han..
co house ic.. kerry..
OG ic.. xiao fen..
OGLs..
tommy..
kek ching..
ellen..
.... whome had made it special...
")
well well well..
woHoo.. time really flies.. like hello! its wedNeSday le..
well well.. ive gotta backdate.. thks to the many activities that has kept me busy busy busy.. n shag.. hahha.. but im enjoying myself.. i suppose.. haha
monday.. was.. ahem.. me turning to nineteen.. wow! yet another year.. meeting new ppl n stuff.. its kinda like a new beginning a new place.. new ppl.. new new new.. kekz.. im loving it.. muahahah
so many peeps remembered.. im so so happy.. haha.. n not forgeting those i have just made frewns with.. haha.. thks guys.. it was really an unforgetable experience.. its once in a lifetime as she had put it.. yep yep.. i agree.. haha.. monday was supposed to be the start of term.. but matter of fact.. lectures has not start..!! it will start next week.. like hello.. thats because we haven even bidded for enough modules.. n our tutorials.. ha.. so there i was in skl on the seventh.. just to have fun.. n i really did.. i met many new ppl.. some yet to remember their names.. but for now.. hmm.. ive gotta say that there r many there that can make it de.. as in there r babes n hunks there.. like what do u think?? its the arts fac ok!?? ha.. its so happening!!.. actually the camp thingy was supposed to start on fri.. but i heard that many of the peeps last minute withdraw.. then there was new blood coming in from the waiting list.. so .. ta da.. im one of them! kekz.. i told them that i could not stay for the fright night thing.. coz.. it my dae.. then they were like.. uh? ur birthday today.. then celes n josephine like said it outloud larx.. hai yo.. see larx.. then kek ching came to know about it.. n in the end.. everyone knows about it!! lolz.. then when i was about to leave.. raynel.. or rainel?? hmm.. anyway.. he bought a cake from cheers.. oops..!! so touched.. n everyone sang me the song.. after that they sabotaged me larx.. as raynel was cutting the cake.. poor me.. was requested to muak! him on the cheek.. oops!! haha.. then that was not all.. they ask us to share a really tiny piece of cake.. walamak.. not only was i kanna sabotaged.. he was also being dragged along.. ha.. n thks to lim chong han..grrr.. we had to do that twice! sob sob.. haha.. so pai seh larx..
oh yay! n tommy calls me maedalene/maidalene.. sounds nice? kekz.. maybe ppl can call me that.. ha! another new name.. wahaha..
tues.. we went for flag day.. they had their clicks.. n felt really left out larx.. coz i didn stay over.. n didn like came since the first dae?? i did.. flag all alone.. wahaha.. never mind.. the loner me.. haha.. all the cheers also dunnoe how to say lorz..hai.. then the whole bunch of us went to watch click.. wow.. super touching sia.. a very nice show.. :) poor raynel had to collect till his tin was full?? thks to the organising committee.. setting dunnoe what rules larx.. anyway.. hmm.. tml think will be yet another tiring dae.. coz im gonna go to sentosa to have fun in the sun.! ha.. they are gonna play war games tml.. yet another day of fun i hope.. n ppl.. can u dun leave me alone? ha.. i wanna join.. !! hope ill make many many cool friends round here..
oh yay.. did i tell ya that there are many look alikes in my skl?? gosh! its damn cool larx.. there is one jonathan leong look alike the first dae that i was there.. i promise ok.. he really look like him.. think his name is alvin or something.. oopS!! sorry ya.. i forgot ur name.. then there is this jason tan look alike.. president of the student union?? a little larx.. there is also sharon aw look alike.. my frewn.. josephine!!... n there is another look alike.. chong han.. and.. oh boy.. i forgot his name le.. oh omg.. there is a shereen n a celes.. so qiao sia.. hmm.. ive yet to find jerry look alike.. haha..
gonna have my test on fri.. like.. omg.. tml tml.. haha.. i must do my best.. sit up str.. so that i can see the road.. haha.. all the best to me!! i wanna PASS!!..lalalalala...
5 more days
... guesss wad?? hmm.. its five more days before my driving test!! my BIG day.. wahaha.. i must pass... hey hey... like who dun wanna pass right? haha.. the point is that i wanna pass so that that will be my b dae present from myself.. isint that cool?? haha.. coz i sort of paid for the whole course mahz.. n its ex kay.. so first attempt.. HERE I COME!! haha.. five more days n counting down lol..
went for one lesson today.. the weather is so so hot.. well done mannz.. alamak.. drive until sweat sia.. hai yo.. its super duper warm in there.. anyway i had fun driving today.. kekz.. overall driving was fine.. BUT!! i must be caution!! alamk.. here r some pointers..
1. dun clutch in when at bends
2. go on second gear when approaching a hump n when moving into a side road
3. always renmember to signle, check blind spot n then turn.. my dear gal.. 'how many times must i sae??' wahaha.. YES SIR!!
4. full clutch when puting to the reverse gear.. if not r.. alamak.. cannot excute the gear.. OEI!!
5. always turn left if the tester never give any directions hor.. dun ask the instructor..!! coz he will deem that it is stupid question! LIKE HELLO.. U R SUPPOSED TO KNOW!!
6. do not change lane at bends or at the yellow box for that will cause immediate FAILURE!! WATCH OUT!
7. dun be nervous.. all the best.. haha.. thats it lol.. treat it as the tester is a robot.. coz he will only give directions.. haa.. no expressions.. no nothing.. so.. all the best to me.. :) kekz..
he said that some daes may be Bad DAES.. so i assume that the one before this was a bad one?? haha.. so long as i keep calm.. do well for the next lesson n the warm up test on fri... keep my morale high.. then i shoould be able to make it worz.. kekx.. hearing that is already one kinda energy boost le.. haha.. thks ya.. eh.. anthony?? haha..
gosh tml have the freshmen inauguration ceremony thingy.. hmm.. what am i supposed to wear?? hai yoz.. then they asked me to bring another set of clothings.. so as to carry on with the camp thingy which i think i was not kinda invited? coz it was supposed to start last thurs.. n yest they just called me to go for it on mon.. what is this mannz.. wahhaa.. but still will look forward larx.. since eventually im invited?? haha.. n im also involved in flag day on tues too.. haha.. but i hope that it will end early? ha.. coz i have driving after that.. n so im gonna go skl like super duper early everydae for the next one week.. to skl..!! haha.. to have FUN!~! kekz..
dun think about things that r unhappy larx hor.. just keep myself busy.. at least i know that im involved in something?? if not like not a student there like that.. wahaha.. coz apparently the freshman inauguration ceremony thing is not that every one can go.. must have ticks de.. n they also never say propley.. alamak.. i dun even knoe anything..
fri.. i hope that u can go for the talk for me lei.. coz its important must go there listen de.. for those who intends to major in econs.. hmm.. i really hope that u can help me.. at most i treat u to lunch lo.. u knoe that i can't make it mahz.. i have DRIVING TEST!!.. wahaha..
kk.. enough of worrying.. gosh.. think im gonna be a nag soon le.. so loh soh.. haha.. but guess wad! this my blog.. so i can write as long as i want n as long as i like.. haha.. la la la la.. oh .. am crapping already.. haha.. am gald that i have my note book le.. hah.. its cool kay.. my uncle help me chose it de.. haha.. coz that time i was at a lost as to which one to buy then he say that this would be good n suitable.. hai yo... no need so sophisticated one de lo.. no need the tablet de.. coz im not doin equations all the time mah.. wahaha.. not a science student.. so ive got my 'precious darling'.. haha.. must take great care of it.. haha..
think thats it for now.. coz im like goin out le.. haha.. n think its long enough le hor.. haha.. :)
