N THE PURPOSE OF BLOGGING TODAY IS TO REMIND MYSELF THAT IN THE YR 2010 on the very first day i met new ppl once again! hah! went to gabriel house.. n then, the seniors reunite once again! how awesome! ahhahhaha.. ") let see.. think have 11 ppl there.. new ppl (gabriel, sylvia and ...) n old ones.. (zhen xin, you xiang, gary, ben, sheng feng, hui ping, kwee lim) hehe ah so fun!! happy new year ppl.. be good! have fun.. n all of them are working already! so.. have fun at work!.. after that the first movie of the year "bodyguards and the assessin" with gary and ben!! ahahahhah not a bad show mann!! niceeeee!!!
hmmm.... what about me in the coming year? i guess what jasper said really made sense.. he said that he would think of what he really wanted to do the coming year and work towards it! ya mann.. work towards your goal n never look back!!!
i want to get a great job.. i know that he will be there for me..
i want to stop toturing myself... i know that he has plans for me...
i want to stop hurting myself..
i want to stop crying myself to sleep..
i want to stop being a stupid girl...!!!!
No special someone by my side to countdown.. n i really see myself as his toy.. whenever he wants me he takes me out whenever he dun wan me.. he leaves me alone.. not a message.. not a phone call not a word of concern as to where i go.. i dun seem to be his utmost priority... i only get leftovers! leftovers of the time he has. after u minus out his friends, his work, his religion, his work his sleep his sleep.. n more of his sleep.. n fishing... i really cannot ask for more.. i am supposed to be contented with what i have.. but i am not.. am i selfish? am i a insensitive girlfriend? am i a stupid girl? always waiting n waiting n waiting for something nice to happen... n it never will.. am i a STUPID GIRL??????:( :( :(
in 2010....
i want to be a happy girl!
i want to be a happy girl!
happier than i was in 2009! woosh gone is 2009 n welcome 2010!!!!!!
new opportunities n a brand new year awaits!!! beeMS")")**
posted by MaGdE @ 11:59 PM
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