Wednesday, December 09, 2009

i seriously dunnoe what is up on his mind..
im not his no one..
always quesitioning myself if what i have is enough..
questioning myself if im done with his nonsense..
if i did not see that tag on fb maybe ill feel better..
you were sleeping..
so everything else comes before me and you are happy with just that..
you do not have anything to say to me..
the amount of messages only goes to show how much you think of me..
are you on holidays?
so you need time to rest n recuperate.. to recharge for a more challenging year ahead..
skl term i dun get to see you much.. n i dun get to do so even when you are having your vacation..
im really dissapointed.. to the extent that im really tired tired of all this nonsense............................. i truly am..
im really going to go boonkers soon.. i dun have anyone to talk to.. no one knows my plight..
im sad.... im really sad.. sad and dissapointed i am..
am i supposed to pour my hearts out everynight before i sleep?
how foolish i am? for such a not so well deserving person..
why am i always thinking of him?
why am i putting myself in this?
why am i going through all this nonsense of yours?
why am i not given due appreciation care and concern.. n LOVE?
why am i doing so much for him.. to give him a suprise that will not be much appreciated?
why why why...
sooner or later.. i really will go crazy... :( :( :(

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