HAI...
afraid that it could be the end.. like anytime.. then again.. if i always think that it will be the end.. it will eventually be the end..
he said that he is holding back.. now you also make me think twice..:S
he is not someone that can give me everything that i want..
he is not a rich handsome young lad..
he does not print $..
he may be sometimes dun even know how i feel..
he may not be aware that i want certain things..
he is bad at surprises..
he may not be aware that i could have some difficulty communicating with his parents..or rather.. i dunnoe how to come up with conversations that could last..
im so scared..
probably i will just break down one day not knowing what to do.. how to handle everything that is happening around me..:(
.. probably no meet up on 14.. probably no flowers on 14.. probably no nothing on 14.. hai... its cny ! so i cannot cry! if it has to be.. it has to be tears of joy.. thats what i read somewhere.. mmmm...
it was his convocation today.. not a single picture i had with his family.. this just goes to show either they dun treat me as one of them or im not supposed to come into the picture at all.. or am i just reading too much into it.. how can i possibly fit myself in the picture when they wun even let me in..
haha so farnie.. his mum said tat the flowers could be given to me on valentine's day.. erm.. i really dunnoe how to react to it lar.. :S
i feel some what horrible.. i can't really get this across to anyone cox probably no one will ever understand..
not appreciated for what you do.. Mmmm.. how does that feel?..
posted by MaGdE @ 12:09 AM
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