uncertainties...
im living in uncertainties.. i am afriad.. i am sad.. what should i do? i wan to break down.. who should i turn to?...i have not recieved my letters..
was it a message form heaven? did dear lord wanted to warn me of something? they suddenly came to me telling me all that all of a sudden.. they asked if we were together le.. then they said something... were they making it all up? why then did they do so? did they have anything against him? did they have a motive? should i belief him? should i belief them? who is right??!!!
i do not wish for it to be true.. but if it is so.. i think i will give up... then again.. my heart will bleed.. bleed so so profusely..
he came so so close.. i am uncertain if his feelings for me is true.. but i noe that this is not a game n i treat it seriously.. but todae they told me something.. something that set me thinking.. is he the one? i must protect myself.. they said.. i must be wary.. but the thing is that living is all this would so so be a tourture.. they said that at the same time he is askin other girls out.. at the same time he tells them that they r pretty.. its all so so happening in the office.. WAD SHOULD I DO? how? do i noe him that well do i really want to have a realtionship with him? he calls me his.. but does he really think n do so? i wonder.. im LOST! im sad.. what should i do.. i tried to test him out.. but he did not sae anything.. i tried to ask him.. he did not sae anything.. yest we were so so close.. he asked if that did not mean anything? im hurt.. if u think that im urs u sld not have done all those larx.. i dunnoe if its true.. am i really urs? i asked.. n then u flare.. whats all this?
am i gining in too early? am i too soft? he is pursuasive.. is this right?
posted by MaGdE @ 10:33 PM
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