Sunday, May 07, 2006

sigh..

am i worrying too much?? am i thinking too much?? am i juz asking too much?? am i just wondering too much?? wad exactly am i doing?? sigh..

had a new phone today.. had acually wanted to get its brother.. something similar. but more cool.. think i have to be contented larx.. cannot ask too much.. somemore mummy is kinda unhappy for that.. having to spend so much on a phone.. not worth it.. furthermore.. willing to spend on the unnecessary rather than the necessary.. example FOOD!! wahaha.. but that make me FAT! goodness.. well wad ever.. im happy i have a NEW phone.. a brand new phone.. mummy saes that some ppl dun even haf the money to eat n here are youngesters buying phones like there is no tml.. spending money like water.. not even realising where the money is FROM!@! wahaha..

the three kids r having there exams round the corner already.. well done mannz.. having class this wed.. before their math paper one.. like they must come r.. coz i'll be preparing the stuff.. furthermore.. ya.. one last push? wad ever that u all can absorb better do huh.. dun let me down wor.. u all can de lor.. whether u all wan or not.. RIGHT? yes! ha.. im right kay.. kekz..

went to mama house juz now.. everyone was there.. thats great coz i think we very long never go mama house le right? yesh?? yea mannz.. then they were discussing wad date to have the mother's dae dinner.. well done.. im really glad to be here for a simple reason.. everyone is nice.. they have a thought.. it right to pamper them for the hard work n effort that all these mothers had put in for the family.. sacrificing.. n wad so ever.. so we r like supposedly gonna have dinner at dragon gate like this thur.. but the kids have got exam.. n ppl all have their stuff on.. so so so.. n then my grandparents are like goin to genting like AGAIN?? haha.. so yeps yeps.. its gonna yan hou for another week.. haha.. hope that they go genting win loads.. haha.. then can come back for 'free' dinner kekx..:) lalalalala..

they are goin to switzerland like on the nineteen for like one week.. n they r so mean! not gonna bring me there? wahaahha.. sob sob.. wad ever.. yeah manz.. so im gonna be like the BAO MU for like one week? haha.. n have to take care of EVERYTHING.. cum being the gardien.. to go collect results.. hmm.. oh well.. u all go lang man ba.. i shall not be the big big light bulb like wad mei saes huh.. kekz.. have fun ba.. but!! MUST bring back the yummie chocolates from there huh.. switzerland.. wohoo.. cool.. CHOCOLATES!! even more cool.. muhahaha.. kekz.. :)

we talked for quite some time juz now.. i really dunnoe wad i wan larx.. dunnoe wad am i looking for.. but i feel that u r not that one.. i dunnoe.. maybe time will tell.. n maybe.. somedae we may get together? ha.. but thats like SOMEDAE.. ha.. till then zai suo ba.. u sounded so sincere.. then u were so sad after wad i said.. but u noe.. i really think that its not the right time.. n i dun wan.. so ya.. if u wanna wait? but u ask me wait till when? that u can wait.. but i really cannot give u an answer.. sorry r.. cher.. wad do u think of this.. am i fickle minded? am i juz too.. one of a kind.. am i just too.. am i just too... am i just too..'u are the only one that i have set ur eyes upon'.. oops.. so ahem.. u noe.. but but but...

haiz... haven even get any notification letter from anyone.. nobody wants me isit? am i really that bad... did the cohort did very or rather super duper well this year? y is it that so many has got their letter le.. n im still waiting.. will i wait for a rejection letter?? then wad will i do? im really at a lost.. many had said that not yet larx.. maybe urs will come tml.. but.. not even a single letter yet! sob sob.. so wad does that mean? they r just comforting me r? ;( down.. is it gonna come tml? even rui yi has got a letter for nus arts n social science.. is there any discrimination? wad r they doin? y so long.. i wait until my neck grow long le.. having to stretch out to the letter box.. seeing weather the postman is here..

on the HaPPy note i wan to congratulate everyone that has gotten the notification letter le.. coz that means that u all have a place to study.. that the unis out there are longing for u all to go in.. that they can start their lessons n classes with their newly selected cream of the crop.. that they can get to interact with their newly created classes n batches of students.. the new intake of 2006! i wanna congratulate my cousin especially.. because.. at least for the matter of fact.. u got a place in SMU! kekz.. wad ever the case is .. go for wad u really like n wad u really wanna study worz.. no one can force u to do wad u do not want to.. anywayz.. u can also try appealing like wad ur sis said.. who noes? hor:) ten years down the road i see u hit the headlines.. MOST OUTSTANDING WOMEN OF THE YEAR. :) what more... u r gonna study.. u r gonna take up that course.. n.. u are wad u r.. right? smilez..

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