LuV MakEs ThE WorlD Go RoUnD

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oh great salesman are earning tons n TONS of commisions larx.. so so jealous.. coz there were just so so many cases todae.. so so many files.. stacking here n there.. all thanks to my nimble hands.. haha..OOPS! i finished the whole stack really fast.. tu tu train.. ha.. good good.. happy..

had lunch with geraldine todae.. n we talked about stuffs larx.. like never before.. juz felt like taking things to her.. scared she hear until sian r.. all about my da dao le's n all my craappy nonsense.. thks gal.. asked her what sld i do.. dunnoe.. seems so lost.. dunnoe which path to take.. which path to embark.. it seems like im on a cross road leading to somewhere ahead.. maybe one that leads to a dead end.. another to success.. another to yet another cross road!! gosh.. n life seemed so aimless n meaningless for a moment.. to think or not to think.. its just a matter of time.. im stuck to earth.. im not in space.. thinking of a way to survive.. not a star.. thinking how to shine brightly.. im just a puny little gal.. sitting here by the bedside.. dunnoe to see things happen? wait for things to happen? or make things happen?? oh no.. LOST in LaLa LAND... life's a mystry.. life's a misery.. life's a joy..

R called n i finally told him how i felt.. its really a bit of a rush.. he's pushy..he said that time is not a factor... n asked what do i want to hear from him.. i really DUNNOE!! im not like really in need of a someone that badly.. had not been in a real one.. and am not really looking fer one.. though he had knocked on the door.. i told him that friends we wld be.. juz that? he asked.. i dunnoe wad to sae larx.. then he asked me to put myself in his shoes.. getting 'dunnoe' 'see first' 'think so' as answers.. he also finds it frustrating.. sorry.. he also apoligised again n i said that it wld do no help larx.. he did wad he did le n said what he said.. he wants to have things my way.. friends we wld be.. thats what he said finally le.. then he asked y i didn even acknowledge that he is there all the time.. i alwaes ignored him.. hai.. dunnoe wad to sae larx.. im supposed to greet u? to sae hi huh.. thats all that u ask for.. well.. of course can larx.. we r like friends wad.. can! ha.. then we had a good chat ba.. getting nowhere.. getting answers that are just so ambigus.. hai.. sorry.. but u noe my stand.. as of now.. FRIANDS.. kay.. dun get too upset over this larx..

everything's like thaking a train.. trying to run me down.. seeing ppl getting into a realationship.. hoping to get care n concern from one another.. getting all messed up with life for his/her life revolves around only him/her.. hai.. then what about other friends?? someone has a someone out there for him/her.. when time comes they will meet.. but is it meant to be a quick n fast one? a slow n romantic one? do gals noe wad guys want? do guys noe wad gals want? does 'sorry' mean anything in a realationship when one does wrong?... hai...

IS LOVE ALL ABOUT A LIE???

posted by MaGdE @ 11:31 PM