LuV MakEs ThE WorlD Go RoUnD

whO Am I??

many thoughts in mind once again.. as i walked alone.. back home after driving.. just felt like walking.. down that road.. which has like 'NO END'... my motive was to go there to get some exam papers but the vendor was not there so.. another time bah!

as i walked past buildings, i noe that she has grown.. from a tiny nobody to what it is todae.. 'she' has made herself heard in the world today.. thanks to many whome had put in much efforts to bring about this.. to whome i must give thanks to able to sit down here n pour my thoughts out.. they had truly made a difference.. otherwise i wouldn't be here in my warm little cosy place typing typing typing...

she said that she needed him.. she said that she wanted all of him.. that she is ill now.. she needs his shoulders to lean on, to cry on.. she said that he's the one.. but right now that she is sick where is he? she is alone.. is she afriad? she said that she wants to marry him n he is the one.. is he aware of that? he books out n has little time for her.. he has his own friends whome he cannot do without too.. he has to spend time with his family too.. there are so many what if's in her mind.. is she able to take it? there r little SMSes from him.. she feels that he either dosen't care or that he is really busy.. what's all this mannz.. i noe that u r putting up a strong front.. but deep inside u, u r afriad.. u can give up just anything for the sake of him.. u said that if he gets into the uni.. he would have many other choices.. oh no.. then how? r u goin to continue studying? to go overseas? or to continue with what u have as of now? is it good enough? u get jealous because of things.. i dun blame u for u have the right to... i do not have much say in this because it concerns only the two of u.. i am just a passerby lookin at things.. juz want to share my thoughts.. u have done many things for the sake of him.. does he noe.. i pray that everything is still well between the both of u.. that he will spend more time with u.. if u think he is worth wad u r doing then go ahead.. but he should not n will not stop loving you if he truly loves u.. then again is there really true love on earth? i wonder.. i pray that he will treat u fair n well.. that he will take care of you.. forever.. that he will stay true to u.. now n forever.. that he will spend the rest of his life with u n love you as much as u love him..

i read many blogs recently n many are facing relationship problems.. wads all this mannz?? is there something wrong some where? both parties do not want to gif in? or is it that u had let him or her go so that she or he will be happy.. but u end up suffering.. wHATS ALL THIS!!??

i wonder who am i to sae so much? who am i to give opinions? just who am i?? so many questions no answers.. probably thats life mannz.. with so many uncertainties.. u have to take the gamble n move on.. u will not noe till u've tried.. but when u fall u must get back on ur feet stand strong n continue.. time does not stop.. the min n sec hand does not stop moving unless the battey had failed to give them power.. but otherwise.. the clock is constantly ticking.. there is no way that one can turn back time.. just NO WAY!! if everyone wants to speak their minds, everyone wants to voice their opinions.. WHO LISTENS?? i wonder n i ponder???.... everyone has a sae in anything n everthing.. i do have to but.. sometimes.. people have to just listen.. listen to what others have to say..

everyone will be alone some time some dae.. n i really mean it.. i walk past the streets n see that many r alone.. be it to waiting for the bus or just having a stroll along the road some have a partner with them.. some have many friends around them but face the fact.. somewhat u'll be alone.. thus i tell myself not to be afriad .. that everyone faces this.. when the sun's up, ur shadow will be with you.. but when the sun's gone.. who will be with u? r u afriad to be in the dark.. i must not be.. i must stand strong.. still in search of my true self.. what do i want in life actually?? what do i want to do?? what do i want to become?? what do i see myself in like ten years down the road?? i will be alone.. but will i find a partner who is willing to share weal n woe with me?? what will i become?? what will people take me for?? what will people see me as?? what will.. what will.. what will.. WHO AM I??

posted by MaGdE @ 11:23 AM