LuV MakEs ThE WorlD Go RoUnD

there are juz so so many..

there are juz so many thoughts that i wannna pen down, many things that i wanna sae.. is this wad such blogs are for? i really dunnoe larx.. im glad to meet ppl in my life.. that's wad make life interesting isin't it? imagine that u r the only person on earth.. no one to talk to, no one to turn to, no one.. juz no one.. so does that mean that friends are important? oh no.. it sound that im some saddist or some sort! oh crap.. but come to think about it.. how often will people meet up with friend that u made in primary school? those that do.. do u all really have so much to talk about? its good to have juz someone that u can convey wad u r goin thru.. it hard to fine one.. juz like when i thought that i've found one, .. left.. never had we talked about anything le.. this is juz so so contradiicting larx.. one moment i wan someone to be there.. the next.. i wish he or she isin't there.. wads all this larx.. people come n go.. are these juz passerbys in our lifes? i saw a pri school friend juz recently.. think she wouldn't even reconise me me now larx.. haha.. like wad ever the case.. at least i still rem that she has a twin.. n one is mabel n the other iris.. im sure about that.. haha.. why is this so.. every stage u go..u get to meet new people.. get on with a new life or some sort.. meeting different people, talking about different things.. how mny will stay as a life long friend? as someone u can releate to n some one that u can entrust all your secrets!

some will leave a deep impression in ur life.. some will juz b some erased memory.. never to be found again.. is this wad life is all about?? somedae u'll meet mr right.. then u think that he is the one for u.. eventually.. if it turns out otherwise? who'll get hurt.. u.. not him rite? some people are juz lucky.. sipmly lucky.. that the one is there.. willing to sacrifice.. willing to go all the way.. that's true love.. juz like my cousin.. who is goin to get married like comin the end of the ear.. i really wish her everlasting love.. with marcus.. they are juz so so nan de larx.. got to noe each other like since sec one.. lasted till now.. n finally.. willing to spend the rest of their lives together... so blissful.. how many couples are like that? they really lasted.. im happy for them..

people come to me with problems.. do they entrust me that much? or is it that they haf no one to turn to.. me.. i will also go find someone whome i can blabber all my nonsense to.. this is human's nature huh.. the farnie thing is that u won find ur parents nor ur siblings.. u'll find ur friends.. are that what 'FRIENDS' are for.. haha.. some one, some passerby whome u can realte to? somtimes i really admit that i think too much.. some ppl are fun loving.. others are stearn.. but when u get to really noe them.. wow.. u'll see the other side of then.. im trying to improve myslf.. the way i think.. the way i do things.. maybe how i handled thing was wrong.. i cannot turn back the clock by i sought to find myself, my true self.. so that i will be what i am and be happy for who i am.. my limit are not met i think.. i can push on further. i sought to rise to the occassion.. will i? sometime the things that i do.. really doesen't make sense.. i apoligise to those whome i've hurt.. sometime i juz don't what is right from wrong n juz follow what everyone is doin or telling me to.. i want to make my own decisions.. to be what i am.. to find.. ME...

posted by MaGdE @ 10:41 PM