LuV MakEs ThE WorlD Go RoUnD

~SiGh~

someone.. pls tell me if i had done it right.. or had i done it wrong? if i could turn back the time.. what would i do.. can some one.. GIVE me a sense of direction.. tell me in some way or another if i had done things the right way..

oh like wad ever larx.. im so so talking nonsense.. see larx.. haiz.. sob sob larx.. they came back with S**T results larx.. like wad sia.. didn even have a pass.. what had i done wrong.. u all were doin fine when i gave u all the mock exams larx.. had i not put in enough? had i not taught the right way? had i not train them enough? is time against my side? i really dunnoe.. no advice.. no one to turn to.. no one .. JUST NO ONE! *though i heard comforting words..

wad went wrong. not enough practice? too much play? was the paper that hard? was it the mental health at that point of time? was the poor little brains working? can someone just tell me? n mei bao.. u promised my A1 where is it mannz? u ony had an A2 larx.. wahahha.. not farnie lorx.. i so so much wanted to prove myself.. but it turned out otherwise.. im really lost.. im sad..

still i had not had my letters coming in as yet.. sob sob larx.. when will it come? will it be good? will someone take me in? the bad thing is that i heard that my guardien angel didn even got SPMS when her results r like so so much better than mine larx.. HOW HOW HOW?? she like got her fifth choice? thats like so so.. er.. dunnoe wad to sae larx.. if hers gives her the fifth then ME? how larx..?? the feeling of waiting is so so bad.. so many uncertainties.. so so many questions.. so so many burdens.. why why why?? dear lord.. will i be given s chance?

i must thank someone.. that very special someone.. that always makes my dae in the office:) u allowed me to be able to meet such wonderful people.. who are not so grumpy.. alwaes birnging joy n laughter into my world.. thank u for allowin me to find joy working.. to be given a chance to know all these people.. who crap.. who makes fun of people (Though its bad) haha.. who r so so fun loving.. kekz.. :) also thank u for letting me know him.. he came into my life.. i hope that i made the right choice.. THANK U.. i shall not sae too much here huh.. haha :>

posted by MaGdE @ 10:29 PM