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TirED

There is only one word that can desribe what im feeling now.. TIRED! yes.. im tired.. tired of waiting.. tired of the hassle to n fro work though it only takes like fourty five mins from here to there.. im tired of the busy working life.. tired of people asking me if i have received any letters.. where am i going.. what am i goin to do.. blah blah blah.. if i could turn back time.. will i still allow this to happen? do u think i want this to happen? what r u people out there thinking??

he asked.. is it coz u didn study hard? she said.. its ok.. u will get some where.. dunnoe whats the results yet.. but i really hope that they will take me in.. otherwise.. wads the alternative.. have u thought about it? its not the end of the world.. he said.. he said that he will be there for me.. is he really that noble? oh gosh.. aye..wake up! i noe he want to cheer me up.. he wants to make me happy.. he wants me to be happy.. am i really that happy? i don't noe! thanks R anyway.. u told me many things.. so so many things had happened in ur family yet u still stood strong.. as if nothing has happened.. that u could take up the responsibility.. that u could disregard anything n carry on.. u said that u will stand by me.. that u will go thru anything with me.. is that for real? do u really care for me? hmm...

where am i goin? to NUS? SIM? POLY? OVERSEAS? well done mannz.. i dunnoe.. k k right now i will juz appeal n see how it goes larx.. is it really that competitive... does anyone care.. so long as they have secured a place somewhere.. they would be happy n not be bothered about anyone else le.. is that right? wad do i wan? they can't do anything.!!. they r given three places.. all they must do is to give up their places in the other two n let people like me in! think im too much le larx.. does anyone bother about me? asking me.. r they juz concerned.. or wanna see how hard i fall..??

wah lao.. so so soon if im not goin somewhere.. if i do not have a solution.. i will so so goin to go boonkers already.. thinking that no one cares about me.. no one to pei me for lunch.. no one to pei me go out to tou tou fong.. no one to listen to me.. no one to talk to me.. im so so goin to go crazy !!! i heard about it.. that u did not dared to ask.. afraid that u would not put it right.. since she is goin somewhere.. im not jealous.. y should i be? she deserves it wad?? u did not want it to sound that u were sorry.. anyway.. i just want to congrat my guardien angel.. that she is able to make a wise decision that she is able to determine what she really want.. how she wants to go about doin it n stuff like that.. ill just hope for the best.. n pray hard bah!:)..

sometime i really think whether people really care about me or not.. or is it that me n my silly thoughts of enclosing myself in that little corner.. maybe u saw what was happening n wanted someone to come into my life.. should i be appriciative? where r u? i really hope that u can give me a sense of direction.. im LOST.. u can give me courage to move on.. u can give me wisdom to think n do the right thing..u can give me faith to continue believing in u..r u there to guide ME?

todae had a tiring dae.. though not so many cases.. but the thing is that A asked S .. she can go home meh? still so many letters.. not signed.. how can u go home.? were u joking? shirley also said ai yo.. so irresponsible.. but its already 615.. its the time when everyone can go home larx.. dar side also all goin to chiong go home le lor.. wahaha. so im not supposed to go home huh.. must stay back till 715 to fax.. photocopy.. update.. find file.. print.. blah blah blah..?? wahhaa.. anyway anyhow.. i left at 615 todae larx.. felt bad larx.. wahaha... see larx.. so now.. for this week i must do OT everydae huh? since lay lay not here.. n that u all take such a long time to sign those letters?? oh wadever.. sometimes do u all even think n noe wad u all talking about? do u all noe that sometimes ur words r kinda hurting.. hai.. wad ever.. maybe.. thats life..

posted by MaGdE @ 9:25 PM