im sorry...
sorry.. i cannot make it to sentosa.. pei u all.. sorry r.. J.. u sounded super sad larx.. like still haf one more week to NS huh.. well.. see larx.. fri.. come find me for lunch.. haha.. kekz.. sorry r.. haf class larx.. like so so last min? hey hey.. its JX Sis.. yep yep.. n that she's goin to haf a test like the comin tue? am i supposed to create miricals? haha.. ho ho ho.. wad sia.. i see le.. there is so much to cover.. how to in juz 1.5hr?? hello.. im not some sian can? haha.. i'll do my best though.. yep yep.. ur mom called like four plus.. when i was in the office? kinda shocked larx.. haha.. u r.. so farnie.. go NS le so long also never msg me about the details.. then suddenly sae tml then tml.. like erm.. wahahah.. ok anywaes.. i'll be there.. haha.. lolx... hope ur sis can understand? haha.. now now.. im officailly also employed le.. muahaha.. another job.. yep yep..
my sis.. came back with miricals once again.. 75/100 for her maths test!! kekz.. am proud of her n am proud of my self.. well done manz.. keep it up... the other two lei.. must buck up wor.. whether u all see this or not.. reallie r.. u come for class not play play hor.. not coz she's my sis i gif her extra.. may b?? prob gif tips in my dream huh.. since its that i sleep next to her.. but wad rubbish larx.. u all must really jia you wor.. fish.. im glad u finally passed.. BUT!! i wan more than a pass CAN?? KE YI MAH?? JADE.. i noe u can de lor.. pls stop givin excuses.. really.. there is a potential.. dun make my efforts go o waste can? pls PLS PLs... see me sis.. ya.. i didn gif her extra kay.. ever since she started.. she's been gettin A1.. no excuse huh.. must jia you!! mei r.. u sae wanna gimmie another gal? wahahah.. think.. eh.. may not take lor.. wahah.. busy enough le.. anyway popz advice me not to take too many heLLO!! im stll goin back to study.. haha.. yep yep.. wad ever the case thank ya.. haha.. seems that im of much help to u.. haha.. so proud rite?? haha..
J n N last dae le.. gave me so much food larx.. me n grace today omg.. so so super duper full.. sae i fat le still gif so much fOOD!! wahaha.. so meeanie sia.. wa lao.. trying to hai me huh.. ROAR!! haha.. anyway todae priya never come.. but office super fun larx.. me n grace think cannot stop laughing larx.. u two jokers r.. n shewen r.. wahhaa.. dun talk nonsense.. haha.. its their last dae le so let them talk nonsense huh.. haha.. kekz.. lolx.. OOPS! dun get it wrong.. ya lor.. the two tt juz came in has china names larx.. like aye.. how am i supposed to rem?? haha.. wahhaha.. famous amos.. i rem tt.. haha.. alamka.. im bad at it larx.. except fer hui xien.. whome i alwaes call.. xi guan le.. kekz.. yep yep..
tml is gonna be a long dae.. two class.. then off to dinner with SHOTS!! kekz.. n then back home to bed.. my weekends are gonna past so so fast once again.. all burnt out for the ppl around me.. wahahha.. like wad can i say? haha.. ya loe.. havin fun.. every moment.. kekz.. im glad for the things that are happening around me now.. some one had planned for everything.. things went this way for a reason.. for me to learn, for me to grow..
there are juz so so many..
there are juz so many thoughts that i wannna pen down, many things that i wanna sae.. is this wad such blogs are for? i really dunnoe larx.. im glad to meet ppl in my life.. that's wad make life interesting isin't it? imagine that u r the only person on earth.. no one to talk to, no one to turn to, no one.. juz no one.. so does that mean that friends are important? oh no.. it sound that im some saddist or some sort! oh crap.. but come to think about it.. how often will people meet up with friend that u made in primary school? those that do.. do u all really have so much to talk about? its good to have juz someone that u can convey wad u r goin thru.. it hard to fine one.. juz like when i thought that i've found one, .. left.. never had we talked about anything le.. this is juz so so contradiicting larx.. one moment i wan someone to be there.. the next.. i wish he or she isin't there.. wads all this larx.. people come n go.. are these juz passerbys in our lifes? i saw a pri school friend juz recently.. think she wouldn't even reconise me me now larx.. haha.. like wad ever the case.. at least i still rem that she has a twin.. n one is mabel n the other iris.. im sure about that.. haha.. why is this so.. every stage u go..u get to meet new people.. get on with a new life or some sort.. meeting different people, talking about different things.. how mny will stay as a life long friend? as someone u can releate to n some one that u can entrust all your secrets!
some will leave a deep impression in ur life.. some will juz b some erased memory.. never to be found again.. is this wad life is all about?? somedae u'll meet mr right.. then u think that he is the one for u.. eventually.. if it turns out otherwise? who'll get hurt.. u.. not him rite? some people are juz lucky.. sipmly lucky.. that the one is there.. willing to sacrifice.. willing to go all the way.. that's true love.. juz like my cousin.. who is goin to get married like comin the end of the ear.. i really wish her everlasting love.. with marcus.. they are juz so so nan de larx.. got to noe each other like since sec one.. lasted till now.. n finally.. willing to spend the rest of their lives together... so blissful.. how many couples are like that? they really lasted.. im happy for them..
people come to me with problems.. do they entrust me that much? or is it that they haf no one to turn to.. me.. i will also go find someone whome i can blabber all my nonsense to.. this is human's nature huh.. the farnie thing is that u won find ur parents nor ur siblings.. u'll find ur friends.. are that what 'FRIENDS' are for.. haha.. some one, some passerby whome u can realte to? somtimes i really admit that i think too much.. some ppl are fun loving.. others are stearn.. but when u get to really noe them.. wow.. u'll see the other side of then.. im trying to improve myslf.. the way i think.. the way i do things.. maybe how i handled thing was wrong.. i cannot turn back the clock by i sought to find myself, my true self.. so that i will be what i am and be happy for who i am.. my limit are not met i think.. i can push on further. i sought to rise to the occassion.. will i? sometime the things that i do.. really doesen't make sense.. i apoligise to those whome i've hurt.. sometime i juz don't what is right from wrong n juz follow what everyone is doin or telling me to.. i want to make my own decisions.. to be what i am.. to find.. ME...
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am i doin it right or not?? can someone juz tell me? okay.. n so ur parents are here.. we talked for some ten to fifteen min?? the both of u were juz so sudden.. didn even sae anything n juzed popped in..!! wad am i supposeed to sae? or how am i supposed too react? kekz.. but think i did fine.. i cannot sae that i dunnoe wads wrong! seriously.. there is something wrong somewhere some wat.. so.. wad the conclusion? PRACTICE, PRACTICE, PRACTICE!! that wad i will do.. go find u a book!.. U'DE Better do kay.. no excuses.. of course i won throw u with wad?? 100 pages.. i'll be nice.. but u haf to prove that it works kay.. hello.. here is not some charity or something.. must get down to real work kay.. kekz.. must ting hua! U MUST IMPROVE!! by hook or by crook.. dun come to me failing anymore hor!!
i gave shirley my ID n stuff todae n she said that she will help me with it this comin weekends.. thanks priya.. thanks shirley.. kekz.. finally everything is settled.. n i really mean EVERYTHING that i wanna do or wanna sae, wanna send, wanna make a fuss out of.. EVERYTHING is done!.. SO HAPPY!!:) had lunch with evon n wei qin todae.. evon took half dae for this NTU interview.. she said that it wasn't good.. she was not prepared for the qn like.."what is the thing that makes u above the rest that i must take you in? coz u results are like average only" then she said something about her character n stuff.. like the normal answer that grades are not everything.. blah blah blah.. but i pray that she did juzt fine that she will be able to have a place.. if not.. anyway she's rich can.. can go to canada uni.. study with her sis.. hor?? haha..
todae haden't had much to do in office.. the new printer came in.. FINALLY!! haha.. no neeed to walk so so much le.. but think no diff.. coz.. haha.. still haf to walk to lay suan there.. isin't there where the printer is.. gif her the stuff for signing.. kekz.. like wad sia.. haha.. am goin sentosa this sat.. haha.. so so happy.. goin with bee bee, josiah, nicholas, hui xien, ivan, .. blah blah.. n i dunnoe the rest of the names le.. haha.. oh.. is amose joining us?? haha.. the more the merrier.. stop it larx.. im fat.. ok larx.. so be it.. roar.. i still wan my ice cream.. haha.. then dun tempt me.. somemore gave me food.. u two r.. haha.. sorry R cannot go K with u this sat.. see i haf activities lor.. haha.. then goin dinner with SHOTS!! wow.. yet another gathering.. wahaha..kekz.. but also good larx.. jiu jiu one time go out talk about stuff.. i that wat friend are for? talk about personal stuff n.. wad eva not?? crapping n lameing.. n that we dun often meet up.. even if we do.. not all turns up.. ai yo.. wads all this anyway really hope that HK can come hor cher.. yep yep.. n that everyone will be happy!! :)
all i want to sae is...
thank you priya.. for putting a word in for me.. i thank the lord for letting me noe this wonderful collegue of mine.. priya!! ThanK You!! kekz.. lolx.. u had not had lunch todae.. oh no.. see larx.. u only survived on the chocolate.. like.. hello.. u're hungry! YES!! there is loads of unfinished work.. but.. muz eat lor.. aiyo u r.. n me.. this meeanie.. never even get her smth.. anything will do larx.. u r!! wa liu.. shirley is gonna write for me.. like.. wow.. im kinda surprised.. but maybe coz priya had a word in it.. she ask me so how was it.. dunnoe if its relevant.. but she said that even if not,.. having it will not really do harm.. yesh! thats righT! had a tough dae.. many files.. many RLs to be done.. like stack n stacks.. lay suan also complained.. but i was happy.. was in a good mood.. im not gloomy larx.. josiah kept on ka cheow me.. haha.. ya ya.. to smile at the computer of the photocopy cop machine isit! crazy r.. lolx.. n u two jokers r.. zhen shi de.. ai yo.. so sad.. u all goin leave like this fri.. so so soon.. four more daes? ya lo.. promise that i will miss ur nonsense.. haha.. but tts coz u all need to go fer NS le hor.. protect country? better do a good job huh..?? haha.. they are like askin me to go sentosa with them like on sat.. alamak.. like i dunnoe most of them?? hello.. i only noe u two jokers, hui xien n tt ruby guy! aiyo farnie larx.. if i were to go.. n the thing is also that grace is not goin.. lol.. then i go there look nice r.. wahaha.. anywaes.. still considering.. given that u all last dae on fri... maybe?? haha.. i dunnoe.. all applications are DONE!! n i'm happy.. for the choices i made.. n for the relief that my applications are done and that i no need to worry about it anymore!! yappie!! juz haf to wait fer the results lah!! i hope that there will be a place for me, somewhere,... somehow.. :) i did OT till 8pm todae.. yet another long and hectic dae.. n tml.. will be a brand new dae.. i noe that u r there protecting me, giving me courage, showing me the way.. THANK YOU!
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ai yo yo.. kinda had fun todae,... competing with vivien for the typing of the name list larx.. kekz.. ai yo.. maybe u'll sae that its childish.. but i really had fun.. i won.. muahaha.. but maybe i cheated?? i had less files?? wad sia.. oh well.. i won kay.. kekz.. oops.. Dun sad.. haden't had much to do todae so updated some expired files juz to see it being kept in the storeroom.. like wad sia.. but its for record purpose larx.. like can u see so so many files around.. dun label.. dunnoe where to find r.. i promise.. its really ALOT!! vivien was like jokin larx. coz lay suan said that also no one comes to find the files.. in eight years time or something she's also like going to retire le.. still wan the files fer wad?? no one will come lookin fer it larx.. victor said.. might as well juz set all files on fire.. walah.. then everything's done.. tts a good one mann.. then jason said.. ya.. u see sheng xiao wo wan cheng da wo kay?? well done mannz.. vivien said like in eight years time she'd probably come back to be the CEO larx.. wads the need for files mann... kekz.. good good.. till thenn.. hmm.. i'll see u on the news n stuff huh.. like.. eh.. "Biz women of the year" or smth.. wohoo.. till then do remember me wor.. get me a well paying job kay?? haha.. see larx.. so fun in office rite>?? better than some high paying job where the ppl are dao n wad ever u can think of larx.. the ppl here r really nice.. sad thing larx.. the two jokers.. josiah n nichloas are leaving like next week for NS le.. poor thing.. ai yo.. no laughter le lei.. u all go.. :( so sad larx.. u all also cannot extend rite?? anyways like u all can't wait for it to end huh.. also dun wan extend.. can't wait to leave rite?? ai yo.. everyone's leaving.. leaving.. leaving me here ?? all alone?? wahaha.. edward still laugh at me.. coz he kinda heared that i was on a 6 mths contract.. like wad sia.. u good.. vivien goin to leave for poly le.. like this fri.. that is like in two daes time?? so so fast larx.. then victor gonna also leavee for poly le.. like next fri.. then.. lets see.. my lunch mates.. rui yi n wei qin.. like leaving in two weeks time..?? wahaha.. everyone leaving.. heared that someone comin to replace vivien?? when is he or she comin?? haha.. see larx.. priya dun wan tell me.. u good..ahaha.. shirley.. when when when?? u bluff me r.. wahahah.. when r we goin kay?? i wanna go lei.. so fun so fun.. but no free one huh.. kekz..lolx..
then back home.. todae had tution.. rushed home.. only to find that they were all waithing fer me le.. oops.. sorry ya.. pai seh larx.. like.. my dear sis.. wa lao.. wanna fight r.. y can't u face me n talk to me nicely.. i'll treat u well if u do the same too kay.. really very diu lian can.. to fight?? siao r.. nothing better to do?? 2 hours is wad i ask for kay.. juz 2.. puddy puddy please..see larx.. dunnoe if u'll read this anyway.. see u so kaypo.. think u will lah.. k larx.. i will go fan xing.. i cannot gif undivided attention to juz one person.. it juz doesen't make sense can..seriously larx.. like ahem.. its a grp tution?? like hello..!! im the teacher n kind of thing.. i need some sort of respect larx.. i may be wrong.. pls admit that u r too larx.. k k.. let me see. if we can compromise.. then.. hmm.. maybe i'll device some way.. i dunnoe.. we'll see how it goes in future larx.. but i really hope that everyone cooperates.. that there is no jealousy.. that i can gif everone attention.. that.. that .. that.. u ppl will not sae bad abt me.. i juz wanna do a job.. n i wanna to do it well.. ya.. i really want to!!
R call again.. like.. ok larx. wad ever.. haha.. he msg me.. ask me go out again.. this sat? i sae i not free.. then he was like.. orh.. ok lor.. wad sia.. evon said that like he's so ai yo.. dunnoe how to describe larx.. after everything that happened.. u think i can suppose that nothing had happened.. like.. ur messages were like.. omg..! aye.. wad do u take me for.. wad wanna me to fall for some trap r.. like wad larx.. one moment u treat me like wah.. some great someone.. the next moment u sent those messages.. like hello.. wad.. i no feeling r.. then now.. u treat like nothing had happened.. ok lor.. fine.. but i seriously think that there is no other term other than friends.. yea.. friends it will be.. fer now.. for the future too ba.. i think.. dun wanna think too much larx.. like wad.. every guy that goes out with me makes my bf.. wad nonsense! oh please larx.. stop being childish.. very well.. we can still go out as friend ba.. ya lo.. they r rite larx.. he's kinda childish ba.. i also dunnoe..
to cher.. specially for u.. that there will definately be some other some one out there for u.. its not the time yet.. when the time come.. wahaha.. think u wanna run or hide from it also cannot lor.. kekz.. the arrow will hit through u n him.. kekz.. wait larx.. time will heal.. then some dae.. u'll meet mr right.. or mr left.. n then.. ta da.. be happy n enjoy every single moment with him!! oh no.. im not trying to be some love consultant here but its true.. do u belief in fate?? kekz.. i some wat belief ba.. when the time has come.. u can't run.. haha..
kekx..
ai yo..
i dunnoe wads happenin.. kekx. complicated.. i also dunnoe how to put it.. lolx.. anyway.. i dun wanna hurt anyone.. ya.. ok ok.. i dunnoe wad u wan.. i also am in a delima.. okok.. wa ever the case.. im still wad i am kay.. i dun wanna change fer anyone.. i like who i am.. haha.. lolx.. then i can haf fun with anyone.. jokin with anione larx.. so that i won haf to report to anyone?? haha.. lolx.. mel.. luckily i never ask u noe.. heng r.. coz juz now he was like.. u haf passport.. then i .. er ya.. then he sae maybe some time we can go overseas.. then i ask who where wad .. then he sae two ppl nia.. crazy!! oh no!!.. siao r.. wahaha.. go taiwan?? go thailand.. siao!! heng heng so heng.. i dunnoe larx.. he wad talin bullet train..?? omg.. how how how?? anyway.. office..elgin left.. like.. ya lo.. so so fast.. n he left le.. an account manger.. wad ever the case.. i wish him all the best wor.. more ppl leaving soon.. their three mths contract gg to be up le.. ai yo.. then leave me there.. haha.. i dunnoe but vivien also leavin le.. like tis fri? or next thurs ba.. then shirley was like then we go 'K' on fri.. n she wants to be the free one.. like haf larx! gary bluff her de.. muhahaha.. wad ever sia.. she's so so rich dun wan pay? or maybe she sld juz go there treat everyone who's gg.. not confirm yet.. but if haf.. wohoo.. then it'll be so so fun.. josiah n nicholas like.. eh.. keep on calling me reds! omg.. n i tld them i gg to apply to tt course they were like 'U'?? muahhaha.. kekz... lolx.. see larx alwaes suan me!! hump..!.. muz go apply le.. ai yo.. stress sia.. dunnoe wad to put larx.. lolx.. though i haf wad i want in mind le.. but u see.. there is tis discrete thingy.. then.. i wanna fill larx.. like.. dunnoe muz write wad sia.. lox.. hai yo yo.. mel.. faster lei.. when applyin.. tell me.. we do it together.. can not?? kekzx.. hahaha...
I DUNNOE..
wahaha..
i reallie dunnoe wads the situation like n i'm in no position to qn anyone any how... besides.. i dunnoe bert n min li.. but i really hope that some how u will get some where.. its all abt fate.. take it that i may be old fashion.. but i kinda belief in fate ba.. if u must sae.. an sms may b juz a friendly concern? i dunnoe.. but the thing is that if u really like him.. u muz also sae? if not.. how he noe.. ok even if he says tt he likes u.. take it n ask him if he values u.. test him? it may sound easy but.. i dunnoe abt such stuff lolx.. try askin him?? ai yo.. affairs of the heart.. hard to handle!! GrrRRRR.. he never msg.. does tt mean he dosen't care.. was he busy? he sent those to ML.. fer wad?? concern fer a friend? will that do.. jealousy?? :s... dunnoe wads he up to.. but if he's a bastard..! forget abt it! dun go into it too much!!
went smu n nus todae.. happy happy happy.. coz i some wad noe i wanna do wad le.. after talkin much to ppl.. seniors.. professors.. aunty.. father.. blah blah blah.. lolx.. kekz.. i think that some one will accept me into their skl ba! :) had a great chat with mel again.. coz.. muahhaa.. was so so tired n hungry.. so went to bugis after smu to eat! yummie.. kekz.. tired n sleepy.. hope tml will b a great dae.. mel ask if i look forward to work.. i sae YES!! haha.. coz its fun there.. ppl there r nice.. n the best thing is that they crap too.. tryin to pei he me.. haha.. wad to do.. lame.. oops! haha.. yep yep. victor some more sae that it sld be called a fun bank n not wad it is now.. sayin that the temps are super happenin mann.. haha.. i agree kekx..
not tryin to backdate but haven't been bloggin the past two to three daes? haha.. busy larx.. coz had loads of stuff on.. come back wad time le? hor.. then no time to blog larx.. anyway last fri was many temp last dae larx.. gary, hui min, yue ping or smth like tt.. n another gal.. like so fast larx.. three mths le.. so we went to 'k' at suntec there i think.. haha.. oops! stm sia.. cannot rem! oh no.. ya .. anyway had fUN! serious larx.. rui yi, gary, victor n wei qin n me! five ppl.. but never high dao zui gao dian.. haha.. lolx.. sang till 12+ then took taxi home.. act can sing till 4+ de..12-4+ FREE!! but so late larx.. alamak.. then come home wad time le rite? gosh.. so came home.. ya lo.. then went ntu on sat.. muahha.. again with mel.. haha.. chatted.. n butt almost rot..! omg.. the journey is so so super far.. if im gg there really muz stay hostel de lorx.. almak.. then tt will be super high expenses.. haha.. then had driving for the fourth time.. ya.. happy.. quite satisfied.. coz onli stall two time.. haha.. though not suppose le larx.. expected to be pro i think?? haha..then went out fer dinner at tampanise mall.. yep yep.. with.. 'R' walao.. wads .. tryin to do.. anyway.. think.. shall not sae much since.. my dear sis noes this URL!! hump! roAR!! haha.. k lorx.. so .. thats it fer now.. bb..
fUn Fun fUn!!
Wohoo.. finally.. had life todae.. coz after work.. i rushed down to bugis to meet mel.. kekz.. had sushi fer dinner.. so yummie.. but wad sia.. mel ate so little.. n me!?? a big fat pig still eating so so much.. alamak.. anyway did enjoy myself shopping.. so long never like tt le.. really shop sia.. muahhaha.. bought loads of stuff.. four tops n one more jacket to my collection.. kekz.. OOps.. but its really nice.. n like it! had nothing much to do in office todae then there was another section which needed help.. so i went over.. i volunteered kay.. coz then will i get to do different stuff.. n get to learn more larx.. wohoo.. thik im some super women le larx.. kekz.. noe much abt the 'production' line there.. from the opening of files to doin checklist.. i've probably done everything!.. many temps came in todae.. coz hui yan is goin off on fri.. so is gary n that gal that smartly signed a two weeks contract.. like wad sia.. haha.. lolx.. i jealous.. huh.. no larx.. juz kiddin.. todae something happened to the photocopy machine again.. like its the second time n MR EdWarD once again came to my rescue.. sae me like tt again r.. he's not gg to help.. haha.. juz jokin onli larx.. accidentaly switched it off.. then also paper was stuck.. so pai seh lar.. suddenly everyone seems to want to use the photocopy machine.. alamak.. then haf to wait fer me.. :0 'R' calls me out again.. like.. he so so wants to go out larx.. haha.. ShY!! cher.. i would only sae that that was too good an ans.. i'de probably forward that msg larx.. haha.. coz i dunnoe wad to sae sia.. wahaha.. seems like u can be the ai sheng cHeReeeeeeeeN le.. juz like ai sheng bu lai en.. haha.. nian ji qing qing.. can do wonders huh.. haha.. lolx.. thks yay?
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went to office with my new hairstyle n like the wole world's like talking abt it! haha.. so farnie larx.. think i really look like a little gal! when i first stepped ino office priya was the first to compliment that my hair was NICE!! wohoo.. then vivien said that it was nice too.. new hairstyle huh.. kekz.. then comes hui yan saying 'what's wrong with ur hair??' like.. gosh.. is that a compliment or trying to suan me?? haha.. wai thing said that she preferred my previous hair.. coz she felt that i looked more mature n SeXY with it.. like.. wad sia.. haha.. pai seh!! ;) Kok teng said that i still young mah.. so.. can larx.. had a great day at office today.. was laughing n joking with my collgues larx.. kekz.. so fun so fun... though i'm not paid highly.. im enjoying it! haha.. did OT till 7.. reached home.. tired.. sleepy.. yet another dae.. like wad larx.. see.. the world does not stop revolving for anyone. Neither will time stop! so.. WAKE UP! take a look at things happening around u n not be live in ur own fantasy! face up to reality mannz.. mel is askin me out tml..! after work.. yappie! at least i will haf some life tml.. then again i'll be busy busy busy.. like a bumble bee.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........ sat n sun haf many activities on larx.. n once again.. Mr 'R' wants to ask me out.. n when he heard that i had activities filled this weekends he was like so so sad.. haha.. alamak.. next time will haf time de mah.. hor.. haha.. anyway can alwaes see me in office rite? haha..saw xiao yuan superstar today.. nice leh.. tt last guy sang.. ni wen wo ai ni you duo sheng.. like.. OMG!! mesmorized.. really good mann.. n he got the highest score! keep it up mann.. yep yep..k k.. tts fer now.. will be out shopping shopping tml.. :)
tired..
i'm seriously tired.. worn out.. juz sitting there for a moment cAN bring me into my la la land as i would always put it.. haha.. lolx.. had tution then went driving today.. then was at my grandma's house fer dinner.. i wanna say something n that is.. i'm really dumb larx.. or rather.. think i've gotta make another pair of glasses.. or maybe.. juz open my eyes bigger! omg! guess wad? took 51 to hougang to change to another bus that would lead me to my grandma's house the stupid thing that i did was to take hop onto 51 again n realise that its not 81! gosh!!! wads wrong with me?? hmm.. anyway was there discussing uni admission with my uncle n aunties.. some advices here n there.. the farnie thing is that my uncle said that im more of an arts person n mel of a sci person.. perhaps im not or maybe i am n i dun even realise it! gosh! haha.. accounting is like kinda out le coz its only probably avaliabe for those with straight A's larx.. alamak.. so hard to fight! i really dunnoe.. but i hope that some one accepts me.. PLS!! ya loe.. kekzx.. ;) if not i dunnoe wad can i do le.. clean toilet bowl? i noe i noe.. haha.. go study in that dunnoe wad toilet university.. muhahaha.. lolx.. i dunnoe larx.. anyway.. juz hope that in the near future there i would do well.. ya loe.. isin't it everyone's wish? oh no.. n here i am again crapping.. MR 'R' msged once again.. askin me if i was free.. alamak.. hmm.. y not he juz call n dun msg ask me if im free.. coz think i wld sae im not.. haha.. ooPs!! gg back to office again tml.. yet another dae.. see larx.. so so fast.. back to all the files n stuff.. im really glad to haf wonderful collegues.. so i do not detest going to work though ppl alwaes sae.. huh..?? six months r.. good luck r.. esp that jonathan larx.. but now that he has left.. dunnoe if another temp would come in to reaplce him tml.. haha.. if there wld.. then.. haha.. another new temp.. vivien is gg soon.. n there was a new temp juz last week... comin in early to graps all possible knowledge so that she can help out when vivien leaves.. lolz.. haha.. anywayz.. yep yep.. gg off now.. haf to go sleep le.. if not will be a panda tml.. haha.. NItEz!!
wohoo..
well well.. now wad.. goin into uni soon le.. so so fast.. and im really glad to declare that i've survived the two horrible years.. many say that the road ahead would be smooth.. i really dunnoe.. juz now was like discussing with my father to which course im gonna apply to like ai yo.. actually not much of a headache larz.. coz i haf limited choices.. moreover.. my results do not open many choices fer me.. not like some who scored like triple A's.. i'de like to congratulate hui wen n rebecca on their remakable results larx.:) like all options would be opened for them le.. my father farnie larx.. haha.. was like so gan chiong.. ha.. the online application haven't even open yet! then ask me to faster apply for the course.. cherene told me to think really carefully n not regret in the future.. had great breakfast with her todae.. wohoo.. was superb.. serious.. the prata was.. OMG! delicious.. hor cherene? kekz.. she said that celes thinks that i would not do wad im gonna study in future.. like wad sia.. haha.. anyway was msging my tutor then he said something like he noe of ppl who yearn n studied law n end up becoming housing agents.. somewat like my gp tutor who studied law n ended up teaching! alamak.. tts not really good rite? lol.. i dun wan to end up doin something not releated to wad im studing mann.. coz it would then mean the years of puttin in effort for the module or subject would go to WASTE! ai yo..
anyway will put my choice of biz or accounting for all three skls then see which one accepts me lor.. but i really hope they do.. ya loe.. for i noe that engineering n those realeated to the arts are not my cup of TEA! results matters fer now.. but not in the future ba.. hai.. tt is life.. wad to do..
went to rebond my hair again.. finally.. after colse to two whole years larx.. my hair's in a mess n had wanted to rebond a long time le.. ao am happy with it.. BUT!! hai yo.. again spent a bomb today.. OOPS!! haha.. tt fer now larx.. haf to go do stuff le.. signing off..
a's...
well well.. todae i got back my A's results.. it wad so-so only.. hai.. i dunnoe y but haf a feelin that on sun everyone will be like comparin me n mel's results larx.. like ok lor.. anything.. i dun care.. act deep down i do.. n i will! dun u ppl feel that u r too much??.. has been doin this since dunnoe when.. so wad if u got better or so wad if u did worst? i dunnoe.. haf no comments.. anyways.. lolx.. finally mann.. i would say that i haf completed the horrible two years.. with tears n laughter.. so wads next upfront the challenges, the setbacks? wow.. a long way ahead mann.. cool rite.. must look forward sia for everydae its a new biggining wad's more.. im goin to face challenges ahead.. fight all monsters .. i must survive..!!! yea mann.. kekz.. anyway this blog is new yay.. am here talkin nonsense since its like so late le.. ya.. n ppl say that after JC, life would be much much simpler.. how true is that? i do not noe for i haf not experienced it.. ya.. n so.. life goes on.. wad eva it may be.. i hope that god will help me, give me a direction.. where should i go next?? wad should i do next given this results? i really do not wanna go to some wulu course n then regret it mann.. then its a waste of time, energy, money n practically everything! cher's right must really do wad u like n dun regret.. so kinda happy fer her n celes coz they all noe wad they want.. for a 16 year old.. its no mean feat i must sae.. really.. ya n so they r persuing their dreams now n one dae fuilflling their dreams.. this is good..! i aspire to haf the wisdom to make the right choices.. so that i'll haf a fuilfilling journey ahead.. ;) xy.. u dunnoe if u will see this but u must really think of wad u wanna do frm here.. really.. talk to someone if u do not haf a direction.. to ha..i dunnnoe wad u got but frm ur conversation u sounded really sad anway all the best ba.. i dunnoe wad to sae le.. n to my dearest cuz.. mel.. u did so well le still cry.. friend.. wad did i get lar.. haha.. u no need take SATS le lor.. haha.. anyway ya.. if prob i gg .. dunnoe.. so u still wan? haha.. n to all those who haf done well congrats mann esp hw! AAA n C5!! OMG!! well done.. kekz. all the best in ur future endevours ba.. smilez!;) tts all fer now gtg le.. tml still haf work..oh no.. 845 muz report.. haha.. nitez!
