i hate you..
hate you for stealing my heart away, tearing it apart day by day
hate you for not being a nice bf who takes his gf out on weekends
hate you for not being caring enough
hate you for not talking to me like before
hate you for making me cry
hate you for being alone
I HATE YOU!!!!
whats the difference between having you and not?
this is really a lill sad..
how do u wholeheartly love someone when u know that may be u will lose him one day to ********?..
sobsob..
okok.. i probably wronged him to some extent.. he gave me something.. a really nice jacket that i can wear to skl.. my last yr in skl....!! thanks da..") will love you always.. n love you loads.. although u left for the movie with jeremy after dinner.. whaha.. what sias.. jeremy or rather the show more impt than meeeee??? sobsob.. am jealous.. muahhaha... am fine now that i had yummie dinner that could make me explode as well as the company of all my dearest ones.. night night bloggie..
to love and lost.. probably brings about mouch more agony than to not have started...
do i not understand you enough?..
do u know when im sad?
a suprise that went wrong?
is there always a rainbow after a rain?
had been on the com for ages.. haha.. now my head hurts too.. ahhh.. haha..
i believe that every girl has the right to be treated well.. to be flattered and treasured..
is it suppose to be this way?.. am i making a fuss out of nothing?..
am i am i??!!!!!!
he said he was going to call back after he cut his hair.. i waited n waited and waited..
i message him three times.. to see if he was going to eat lunch with me.. i waited and waited and waited.. im so sad!!-- i off my phone!
he said he was going to keep today free..
then he said last night that he was goin to stay back in skl to finish up work..
my itchy fingers on the phone.. then i called him.. he said he just finish tution! y in the first place did you not call? y didn u say u were not going to have lunch with me? y in the beginning you said you were going to keep the day free? im really really SAD!!
really sad.. really really sad..
n i guess you wouldn even realise..
god please make me stronger.. so that i can tolerate all this nonsense.. i really dunnoe how far i can go... its my birthday.. he said that he would keep the day free... in the end? not even a call in the afternoon after his skl... im really really sad..
n i probably will not be getting anything from him.. :( thats y i shrugged when u asked if he gave me something or if he was going to give me something..
im having him in my life to make me sad?.. how far can this go?
is everything so nice and lovely in a relationship? is this how it works? sometimes its really tiring.. n it really keeps me thinking and wondering if things can go as far as it possibly can..he has no $$ for this three months coz he is redoing his pract having said so he dun have savings? to even get me a lill gift? am i asking for too much?....
