Friday, July 28, 2006

sob sob..

wahaha.. there is just so so many things to do larx.. wahah.. got my matric package yesterday gosh i dun even have my matric form done up yet..!! what are they doin mannz.. n my tution grant form?? where is it?? really wonder weather im a student there anot.. coz also went for my medical n they dun have my records larx.. sob sob.. the good thing id tha.. finally!! done my medical le.. so.. good good.. one thing down le.. then 31st will be start of the really busy busy journey ahead mannz..

i'll offcially be really busy starting next week mannz.. so.. to me frewns out there.. dun blame me if i dun go for 'catch-up sessions' yay? haha.. then again.. probably no one reads this? ha.. !!

wow.. think my schedule is fully packed le.. like a sandwich! haha.. so many things to do.. so many things to attend.. HOW HOW HOW?? alamak.. how am i to manage everything such that everyone will be happy? oh no!

31 must go for matriculation.. after that can go n apply for my ez link card le.. FINALLY.. then the burden of having to pay a huge amount of transportation fees will be waived! haha.. also must go for the fair to buy my laptop? ya lo.. then also must go n sign up for a camp so that life on the first day of skl would not be so strange?? not knowing ppl n stuff? i really hope that everything goes well..

1&2 aug must go for orientation talks coz if i miss that out i may not even knoe how to go about doin the bidding for modules n stuff like that !! so that is a must go.. two long daes 9-530 gosh.. so long.. see larx.. it had distrupted my plan of having driving.. so will have to cancel it.. wahah.. two more lessons to my driving.. enough? i hope so.. coz i really really wanna pass at the first attempt.. i pray oh lord that u will be with me n see me through.. firstly..so that i will not spend too much on driving.. secondly.. so that it will not distrupt my studies..wahaha..i must ping ping ping.. to WIN!! ah haha..

3 aug has planned to have my drivin at night lo.. so that it will not clash with anything i may have comin up in the morning? as of now.. eh.. no plans for the morning.. yep yep..

4-11 aug will be the 0-week thing lo.. go there to meet all my fact mates? n the seniors? yep yep? am i looking forward to it? hmm.. i dunnoe coz i still need to juggle between the 'camp' n my driving.. n tution? can i tell those ppl that i cannot make it for tution? hmm.. then my driving? by hook or by crook i must go for my driving.. coz.. i have a test.. on the 11th! yep yep.. wow.! so many activities comin up? how am i supposed to handle them? how am i supposed to juggle my time? think think think.. plan plan plan.. how??

12aug is rag day.. a day of fun? hmm..

then 14 aug is officially the start of lecture time le lo..

busy busy busy... wahaha.. there is just so so much more for me to learn n do! i pray that u will be by my side.. guiding me.. n watching over me.. :)

Thursday, July 27, 2006

lalala..

oh so so lonely in this big big big WORLD!! haha.. so sian larx.. have been home for the past three daes like slackin.. hai yo.. no one to talk to.. no one to listen.. no one just no one larx.. hai yo.. what am i doin here? might as well work till the end of the month like they said right? whaha.. bettter then slackin here.. no one to talk to.. no one to have fun with .. !! wa lao.. lets see. did i make full use of the past three daes? hmm..

mon..
slept till dunnoe what time.. then went out with yan li.. to buy good stuffs.. haha.. have new clothes to skl le wors.. ha.. happy happy happy.. lalala.. then it was the end of the day le.. ai yo.. tenwty four hours just like that??

tues..
moped the whole house.. cooked.. wa lah.. another dae has passed..

wed..
hmm yest was more interesting.. coz at least i had something to look forward for.. had driving.. then went to hougang int.. to get my e z link card done.. but hey! its not done.. have to wait till 31 july then can make larx.. wahah.. waste my time..crap!

thurs..
hey.. that is today.. n guess wad?? its An's birthday today.. he is probably in camp now ba.. hai yo.. see larx. b dae also must 'work' ha... anyway An.. here's to u! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! goin on ninteen. how's the feeling of being yet another year older? ha.. will have to go for my medical later.. then collect my package which hasen't apparently come in! kao!! at least im not goin there just to get the package ok.. bus fare also cost k!! but the good thing is that some one has offered to fetch me there.. haha!! thks ya.. kekz.. then later in the evenin havin tution lo.. then.. ta da.. one more day is gone.. just like that hai yo..!!

was thinking about it just now.. y have things turned out as it is now? hai yo.. maybe.. its not meant to be.. for a simple fact that probably he has an ulterior motive.. for what ever the reason.. i must get him out!! soon.. if not ill go boonkers.. wahhah...

Saturday, July 22, 2006

:)

la la la la la.. haha.. its finally the END! kekz.. its the end of my long stay there le.. wahaha.. so cool larx.. ha.. they really got me loads of stuffs.. but it seems like i cannot bring any of them to skl lei.. ha.. oh well never mind.. ha.. can bring them out.. hmm.. lets see.. i had been there for like six mths plus le.. n had got to knoe many fun loving n funky ppl... u ppl take care ya.. will bound to miss ya all.. ya.. probably.. will be there to vist all of u some dae? ha.. we'll see lor.. if i have the time and if the others wanna go there too.. ya la ya la.. sibuk.. u want me to remember u of that.. u good.. dun wan to tell me.. k lorz.. anyway anyhow.. good luck with ur new temp ya.. haha.. i hope that my succesor will do a great job too.. coz i heard no rl.. means no biz.. means.. everyone machiam no need do work lioz lor.. haha.. yep yep..

lets see whats comin up in daes to come.. or whats happening like life after this.. hmm.. i also dunnoe.. stay at home and slack while i heard that my dear angel is like working super duper hard le.. coz she has to go for some eng course.. wahaha eh.. will have driving like this wed.. then prob go for medical on thurs.. then fri.. go out chiong? ha.. i dunnoe.. any one gonna jio me out? hmm.. we'll see.. must prepare stuff for my kids too.. so that they will eventually do well for the big dae huh.. which is yet to come? will i let go if i really feel tired.. ? or will i or rather must i continue so that i have some sort of income n somethin else to keep me busy? ha.. i dunnoe larx.. all must wait till skl starts.. n see if i can cope larx.. hor? kekz.. :)

for now.. all i noe is that i really need a good rest .. n get ready for skl..

Sunday, July 16, 2006

horrible..

hai yo hai yo.. haha.. haven been a good girl.. updating my bloh huh.. wahaha.. thats because.. after all that had happened.. haha. dun think i have much to update about what?? haha.. ain't i right?

gosh.. my matriculation package has not even come in yet hai yo.. goodness.. n i have to miss this wednesday's medical check up just because my 'auntie's' here to vsit.. hai yo.. everything also not settled.. dunnoe what i doin sia.. wahaha.. guess what! ha.. i noe of some ppl goin to the same faculty as me le.. ha.. so happy.. and am glad that i am some what not alone.. alone no more.. ha.. lets see.. counting.. i have rui yi.. samantha.. ivan.. n my dear senior.. xiao ying.. ha.. if i dunnoe anything.. can come to ask u for help huh.. that's what u said ya.. dun fan hui.. kekz.. im kinda excited over the thought of goin back to school mannz.. kekz.. so happy.. la la la.. so im goin back to school to STUDY! ha.. but the thing is that im so so bad.. everything is not yet done.. n guess what.. i also have not been to any of those camps organised by those seniors.. n thats because im working? ai yo.. what nonsense.. its just an excuse.. ha! lazy me.. ! so i'll be so lost like in my own world when school officially starts larx.. right? hmm.. i dunnoe.. guess so ba..

lets see.. hmm.. what do i noe? hmm.. i noe that matriculation is on the 31st of july.. then i must get my e-zlink card done like next week.. then.. eh.. think i will be goin down to skl to do my medical on like the last week of july.. like anytime.. i must go check out where is the school.. then what buses goes there.. heard the 96 goes there from clementi? ha.. then.. hmm.. still waiting for my matriculation package to come in then everything is settled already right? guess so.. then i have my driving test like on the 11th of aug n i must PASS! coz.. i dun wan to retake.. coz it cost alot! n i have like spent a bomb on driving le.. so i must PASS!! wahaha.. n get my lisence.. ha.. my belated birthday present to myself.. i hope so.. n on that dae that everything will go on smoothly.. that there will be no hiccups.. that there will be no irresponsible motorist that will cause me to fail.. blah blah blah.. n the list just goes on.. la la la.. ha..

n guess what ! its my last week of work le.. like time really flies larx.. hai yo.. have been there for the past half of the year le.. though i must stress that i had been earning peanuts.. i had a great time there.. meeting everyone that have left happy memories.. now as i am about to close yet another chapter of my life.. working as A temp there had really been great.. thanks to the many other temps that had come and go.. many of the wacky perm staff there too!.. ha.. i had not been a dread to go to work.. having to deal with so so many files because of u people! waithing.. kok teng.. joey.. priya.. samsiah.. winnie.. wee wei.. jerry.. edward.. xiao ying.. evon.. shirley.. joaiah.. nicholas.. ivan.. yoke.. teck.. angeline.. rui yi.. victor.. joshua.. michael.. mr chew.. soo jing.. amos.. zhu zhu.. cindy.. melissa.. peck chin.. sock hoon.. grace.. vivien.. blah blah blah.. n the list just goes on.. omg.. i had met like so so many people for the past half a year larx.. ha..! THANK U! to everyone who had made my life there really great!.. kekz.. :) now that im moving on to yet another unfamiliar place.. u people had once walked into my life n will be kept in my memories.. for happy memories are meant to be kept..! not forgotten.. i will miss u peps..! one more week! yes one more week.. n im moving onto an unfamiliar place.. to meet more people.. to meet more challenges.. yeappie.!!

had went to watch pirtes of the caribbean like with soo jing, zhu zhu, nic, jos, n amos.. ha so fun so fun..!! had a great time.. was a great show.. not to be MISSED! ha.. cool larx.,. all the sound effect n everything.. so exciting.. ha.. its for the adventrous! kekz.. till we meet again.. u ppl take care ya.. will miss ya..!

on another note.. hmm.. i would really hoope that u will not message me like ever again le.. thats because i dun want to get involved in anything to do with u like ever again le.. !! dun call me dun message me.. just go away.. i noe that u r not someone for me.. not someone for me to treasure.. maybe its because of what everyone says.. maybe its becauses of all the influences.. yep yep.. ive seen through u.. u r not some one good.. ok... if im to be the bad guy!! so to speak .. im no worthy of u.. many things had probably been happening in ur family but.. i really do not want to know.. just like what evon said.. i may turn back... i dun want to.. keep a distance.. he may just be probably bluffing u.. maybe he wants u to take pity on him so as to get back.. that's what she said.. he is very good at words.. n its not that im not aware of it.. i am.. so i must stop receiving all those messages.. get out of my life.. u message me saying that u had a new gf.. so be it lor.. then go find her.. talk to her.. dun come n bother me.. dun be a pest.. ya.. thats all i can say larx.. do take care..

la la la la la... signing off.. ill be happy n will learn to be happy... without U!!