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today i had been a good girl.. went to skl to attend the last sea lect.. then went to the library to study ALONE till about three.. then went to eat ALONE till four.. then went to attend the qn answer session for soci ALONE.. i think im getting use to this life le.. this ALONE thingy is actually a common sight.. haha.. dunnoe why.. it seems a life less place.. a place which seemingly is very good.. no doubt there are scholars year in n out.. but what about the people there.. are they truly happy to be there.. then again.. who defines happiness.. n from whose perspective.. happiness.. may be that of being ALONE.. so that no one will bother what u do..BEING ALONE so that u can have ur own breathing space.. freedom n more time..
ai yo.. the feeling of being ALONE is slowly sinking into me.. wahhaa.. unless u are able to people who are able to get u out of this.. u will happily be ALONE in the big big skl.. where everyone knows everyone but they just dun talk.. or maybe they do.. JUST A FEW LINES.. hai.. when one is supposed to live life to the fullest during the uni days.. what am i doin mann.. hai hai hai.. BORING! n no Frewn de.. wahhaa.. if u meet those people that are able to pull u out of this then probably time will be gone like forever.. since u will me meeting them all the time.. hanging out with them.. doing stuff that they do.. just like my frewn who is in some christian society.. well done.. whaha..
aiyo aiyo aiyo.. going there to gain the experience of being alone.. sometimes i wonder.. what am i doing there.. if im happy.. haha.. then ill laugh to myself.. think that im very xing fu.. coz i can eat alone.. n stare at other people see things happening around me.. haha.. just like today.. coz i was eating ALONE, i witnessed two very comical thingy.. on one hand of the pillar there is a couple xixi haha.. then on the other side the couple was like having cold war.. the guy dun wan give in the girl smack his head.. n then ai yo.. violent.. haha.. quite comical la.. like see show like tt! so i shall just get accostemed to life being alone.. haha.. coz i have been there like for wow.. close to six mth le.. n then.. its going to be exam time le..
what experoences lies ahead.. its for me to create n for me to explore..
am i stupid or am i stupid la.. i went there then he was like saying that im not smart n what so ever but stresses that im quite qing fen... hmm.. an insult or a complement? ok.. i cannot communicate across effectively.. so that lables me as stupid? u noe that the labelling theory is bad.. coz ppl will in the end accustom to that.. their behaviors tend to slant toward how collective groups see that individual or a particular grp! no good to label.. so i shall take it at face value.. n for my dear little cuz aaron buck up n u can de.. u will do as well and may be better than others.. u just need more interaction.. not people that will label u.. u will grow up fine n well then.. gambateh! kekz..")
wee.. exam coming le.. so what am i doing here.. many opp out there.. there is like competition.. n they needs teams to participate... ai yo.. where to find poeple.. haha.. so its no go.. wahah..
anyway.. exam.. so im not suppose to be here so often.. haha.. i shall scram! heh..
just a little note.. it does't matter if we r still frewn.. n that i msg u.. i dun care.. n i dun give a damn.. anyway.. ur eng is kinda sucky.. dunnnoe what u trying to say all the time.. so.. haha.. im going to ignore u.. muhahaha..
n r.. skl have alot of shuai ge.. but but but.. haha.. i think all taken le.. mauhahaha...
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