LuV MakEs ThE WorlD Go RoUnD

broken.. shattered..

my heart is not only brokeN!.. ITS SHATTERED.. wahha.. somemone.. quick save me..

haiz.. im so so sad.. depressed.. going insane..

im so so 'blind'
im so careless.. im so..
dumb..
so stupid..
just name it.. oh wad ever.. y is this so? haiz...

im really really sad r.. i did not pass.. so i have to wait yet another two months again.. what is all this mann.. then still have to pay another 500 bucks.. haiz.. so sad la.. when i mount curb.. then i was like.. oh shit.. then i ask him.. so immediate failure r.. he say ya.. then i say.. still drive r? then he say.. ya..

in the end.. all the other courses were fine.. n i had a short drive out.. didn even went onto the test route lar.. haiz.. then i sian diao already..

mount curb.. immediate failure.. i was thinking to myself.. then still want to continue r.. but he say.. ya continue.. so continue le la.. in just 2 mins.. i knew my fate already.. hai... y like that de?

then when doing debriefing.. he asked.. u angry with me r?
i was like.. huh? angry with u for what? haha..
then he say.. i see ur face.. just now when i say immediate failure then u like not happy already?
im like.. oh wad ever.. oh... so im supposed to laugh or smile? coz i have immediate failure? wa lao.. of course not.. knowing my fate.. continued driving.. but not in the mood already lar.. so SIAN!!

i dunnoe what is worng la.. haiz.. then in skl now.. waiting for lesson.. n then later have to meet up with those people who are most likely going to be late.. so sian la.. do prj.. also dunnoe if we r getting anywhere.. ask them to see the report also never see.. even when i have done like three quaters of it? no comments? then how to continue.. so im supposed to do the whole report? i dunnoe la.. then the presentation how? i'll see later if u all have come up with ur script anot.. if not it is so meaningless to meet up today la.. sian..

yan li.. ok.. so i book u the coming jan r.. haha.. meantime.. have fun studying.. n ahve fun teaching.. haha..

lol.. haiz.. my eyes very pain now r.. no mood to do anything le la.. haiz.. haiz haiz.. !! argh.. angry with myself.. not with u la..

posted by MaGdE @ 11:20 AM