CoMplicaTED!!
what exactly do i want??im sad..
im lonely..
im scared..
i cannot go to sleep!!!
i want sleeping pills.. so that i can go to sleep..
i want stabilising pills.. so that i will not get so emotional..
i want pills.. so that i can concentrate when im doing work..
im always wondering.. where to???
things isint really going right? the biz prj.. no one wanna put in effort r? im trying to get as much done.. coz? it constitutes like half of the grade.. can u all like cooperate???!!
went driving today. then keep on hit curb two times like tt? then brush curb once? wide turning? i can't seem to be concentrating? i hope that the next few lessons will be fine.. before my final.. n that if i want to make mistakes.. make them all now.. so that on the actual i will not falter? will that do? i really wanna pass this time!!
then went home to sleep for the next three hrs? wa lao.. isint this like a waste of time? i dunnoe la.. wanted to study.. but seemed to be wondering else where.. y Y y Y?? can somemone bring me back? im like in lala land! wake UP!!
super sad about my driving today.. probably its one of the 'BAD'days.. as the instructor would say.. so the other days must be good r.. coz its nearing.. i cannot afford to be afraid.. to conqure.. to conquest.. coz the first lesson was counted good wad? what happened today.. then kept on pondering where i had gone wrong.. :(
i hope that tml will be a better day.. my mood would be better.. that i will not think too much.. too much time on my hands that i waste them thinking of the unnecessary.. WHAT SLD I DO?? can someone come to my rescue? exams also going to come le.. so i must concentrate on studying.. to do the best of my ability.. so.. tml tml tml.. i will chiong chiong chiong.. tired mannz.. n all day.. i have me myself n i to talk to.. whats all this mann.. uni life.. is not fun!
posted by MaGdE @ 1:17 AM
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