was supposed to go out with him today.. but.. in the end he say got wedding dinner so have to cancel.. goin to watch potter on wed.. heh.. lala.. so fun so fun.. think it will be a nice show lor.. blehz.. kekz..
ai yo.. this weeks sales not to my expectations.. how sias.. see la. when u hit target.. u will wanna do better than the previous.. n always striving to do my best in everything that i set out to do.. is that a good thing? because one person once told me.. whats the point of working so hard.. when at the end of the day.. u are just earning that little bit.. earning a little salary to get by ai yo.. mi o mai o.. what for? i hope that ginny will pay off the commission as stated.. because it seems like she keep on changing the com scheme.. until may b she will blur also.. who noes.. then shua lai.. what am i to do? coz this thing also cannot complain.. coz its over and above salary de ma.. so i also dunnoe la.. i hope everything goes well.. some more the company is quite a big one nehz..
just some random thoughts coming by.. haha.. will i get to see wilber again this coming aug? hah.. that's if he comes to singapore to do some promotion for his album.. but then again.. seems all quite on his side.. so i doubt he will be coming this aug.. lala.. so whats to come? am i looking forward to turning twenty? ai yo.. sounds so old le.. gosh.. two candles to begin with for the very first time n more to come in the coming years.. haha.. see la.. what am i thinking of? i dunnnoe la.. dunnoe y but i got a feeling of being afraid.. im not sure whats my motive n purpose in life leaving me hanging no where.. am i still young? the same old me.. who is foolish? or have i grown and matured in the way i think? the way i speak? the way i present my self? come to think of it.. i sometimes do think that im so so childish.. the never grown up me.. in front of some.. i will seem lunatic.. they would say.. or mad? sigh.. magde.. when will u grow up? get a life mann! eh.. u how old le.. zhang bu da ah? u see how ppl present themselves? ready to be future leaders of the world.. u? ...
gonna have to do bidding once again for the coming sem.. i dunnoe but i feel kinda lost.. having to do the bidding twice already.. but.. it just seems like i just started skl.. not knowing anything.. having to learn everything on my own.. having to swim and float to stay alife in this cruel reality.. where they just throw u in the water and a boey.. i hope.. n expect u to stay alife..a float.. the rest its up to you.. u have to count on yourself.. coz NO ONE is there to teach u ANYTHING!! think im gonna go for micro two.. macro one.. econometrics one.. finance and marketing a level three module.. i hope that i made the right choice.. that i will excel in all of em.. to pull my cap up.. so that i can do honours.. just like tat.. that pro.. even in year two sem two already can also get to deans list and get a full cap point of 5 gosh? can u imagine how he does it? mugging everyday? haha.. i must one day go steal his secret.. kekz.. i hope that u will always be there for me.. to guide me in everything that i do.. shine upon a path of light for me to follow to the end of the tunnel.. so that i willl not get lost and be pampered with ur love and care.. to be always under ur guidance.. and not be AfRiaD...
posted by MaGdE @ 9:59 PM
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