Monday, March 12, 2007

OoO.. so long never blog le..

dear bloggie...

sorry for not updating u.. dun be sad k.. haha.. coz im here right now!") kekez..

had been busy with mid terms, projects and more projects lately. as of now, i guess all is in place already. really at the verge of braking down at time when things jux seem to take a toil on me. everything juz doen't seem right.. all i can do is to mo mo de zai yi pang nan guo.. ai sheng tan qi.. hai.. what to do? life still goes on.. all by myself.. revolving around my body, my soul coz its just me n only me.. who else is there? never mind.. i shall stay strong and fight all monsters out there! having to come thus far had not been an easy task. i have to cherish every moment just like what my sis said to me just now 'this time and day will never arrive again. today u r 19, tml u may be 20 already. time waits for no one. today is the one and only day in ur life. everyday is therfore special' uh huh..yea thats so so true.. yea.. some times i just feel that i have not grown up mann.. feel stupid.. n useless.. am i? hmm.. anyways..have to just take things as they come, remembering that today will NEVER come by again... im still so childish.. my thoughts and my actions are like.. a young kid who hasen't learnt anything in skl.. hai.. grp prj always takes alot of my time coz i have to do like most of the work.. ok.. think im smarter this time to delegate who does what but in the end, i had to consolidate everything! which is the most tedious part and ppl jux seem to let me do everything after that n i had to do all the admendments plus the ppt? pretend.. n i will work huh? argh! always like tt hump!! term papers were not fine.. hist was like.. uh? just pass? coz i didn get to the point? that i did not really ans the qn? when ppl out there are like getting 40 pls? sobsob.. then my frewn consoled me by saying that it constitutes only a small part of the whole module.. do well in the prj n the final exam can le.. ok.. so.. i shall work HARDER! until my head breaks!! micro was slightly below the std deviation.. so also must jia ba jing for the finals.. econometrics made me simply go boonkers mann.. after the end of the paper, i realised that the paper was like super easy.. how? i kinda knoe the out come le la.. these setbacks won do me any harm! i will be stronger.. n do my very best in everything i set out to do.. magde u can do it! jia you! stay positive means winning half of the battle already!! ") JIA YOU!!

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